Saturday, June 13, 2009

It was a really nice sleep for me. I woke up at one plus pm. I think it was because I watched Drag Me To Hell yesterday that was why my mom said that I shouted while sleeping. But I seriously cannot remember any nightmare that I was having. Since young, I would always shout when sleeping after watching horror movies. Sorry to wake my mom up in the middle of the night. The only dream that I can remember now is about me struggling inside the place that I will be going in next week. I was crying like hell that was why I was able to wake up suddenly to wipe my tears.

My dad just now told me to remember to call my mom everyday before I sleep over there as to ease her worry. He said that she will definitely cry for days when sleeping. I suppose because I share the room with mom so she will not xi guan without me in the room when sleeping. I felt really sad when my dad told me that and even now when I am typing this. My dad added that he will also be worried for me since I am his only daughter. I am really afraid that I am unable to hold back my tears when calling my mom.

Days just pass too fast...


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- 4:14:00 PM


Last Friday, I went out with mom, auntie and a cousin. They were really helpful to find the things that I need to bring in and waiting for me while I was trying on them. Bought till a hole in my card!

Last Saturday, my mom said that she needed some rest before going for photo shot the next day so I just stayed at home. She said that she wanted to be in the best condition in the photos.

Last Sunday, my family and I went to the studio to take photos. I had to wear formal as I needed to wear graduation gown. My mom bought a top especially for that. My dad and bro still had to wait for my mom and I for doing makeup because there were complimentary makeup for females. That makeup artist a bit rough. And I think that I looked like ah gua after the makeup. Took a lot of shots. The problems were my finge that always covered my eyes, my mom's eyes closed and her smiles too fake. A few days later have to go back to see the photos to decide on which to enlarge. Even if we are not satisfied, it will be too late to take again as by the time, maybe my hair have already trimed off. After that my bro treated us with Boon Tong Kee chicken plus rice with some side dishes. I love love love the food and chilli.

I finally started following my schedule on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. Was slacking on Wednesday. I actually wanted to start 2 weeks ago but I was too lazy. I woke up very early to have breakfast, then while resting for one hour before I went for morning jog, I was reading Eclipse. Going to read till half the book soon. The novel super additive that sometimes I went out to jog after one hour plus then the sun was so damn hot. My stamina and breathing method sucks. Still not used to the correct way to breath and did not have motivation to continue running after 2.4 km. When I got home, I rested a while before bathing then watching Hot Shot. Finally only left with 6 episodes. Sometimes, I would go market with mom to have lunch and buy some more stuffs and altered trousers or like the first day when I really could not tahan so I took two hours nap. After that, I would use the computer before playing my FFX-2. I have trained Yuna, Rikku and Paine till level about 90 but I want all of them to master on all the dresspheres before fighting with the final boss. Actually can already fight the boss but I just hope to do some things that I want first. Then had dinner at night and watched Tv till the time that I felt like sleeping. But I would always chat with my mom for one to two hours before I really went deep into sleep.

On Thursday, went out with my mom, auntie and cousins to buy some more stuffs. Ikea food is delicious especially the chickens as we had that for lunch! Quite affordable also. But a bit troublesome when buying the food.

Just now, I met with Michelle to watch Drag Me To Hell and had Swensen's food for lunch as they have one for one offer. The chickens not bad. *Spoilers below if you want to watch the movie* Before watching it, I had already read the story online so I had expected what the ending is like. At first I got scared very easily at the suddenly poped up scenes but got immuned as the movie continued. Although it is a horror movie, there are some very funny parts. In the end, I cried even though I knew what was going to happen. The reasons: She has everything that she wanted, assistant manager position and a very good boyfriend who was going to ask her to marry him, that was why I felt pity and sad and ke xi for her. Also the way she shouted for help and when the boyfriend cried when he was trying to reach for her. I think when some of the people left the theatre, they got puzzled on why I was crying. I suppose that I also shocked Michelle at the very last part when I cried uncontrollably. I too emotional. I had finally passed Twilight and New Moon to her. Hope that you will be able to finish before the second installment of the movie. The second book condition is just like first hand. The first book is almost perfect. I took really good care of them. Then I went home to rest a while before going for steamboat buffet with poly friends. Thanks Kim for organising. I love the food. Just now I almost vomitted when I laughed with a very full stomach. Lucky was able to contol after a few minutes. Then went to TCC and played with the soccer game. Quite fun when I was able to score goals but my palm quite painful now. Turned the thing too hard liao. The whole day was fun and I really enjoyed myself! I will be able to survive with all the blessings!

I am going to try calling the organisation to cancel my registration tomorrow as Michelle accidentally sprained her ankle just now and will not be able to walk around the park. We shall go another time since you are really enthu about it. I hope she will get well soon!

Sunday going swimming with Michelle. I specially bought a costume for this as the last time I swam was when I was in secondary one swimming programme. My swimming style sucks! Quite looking forward but scare that I cannot learn finish within the few hours.

I am still deciding on what to bring and what to do for my free time inside. I don't feel like bringing my novel in since I am very protective on it.


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- 2:36:00 AM

Friday, June 05, 2009

I have gotten my spec yesterday. I have made those kind that army guys always like to wear de, black plastic frame with plastic lens, as it will be more safe to bring in (plastic is more durable than the glass lens half frame that I am currently wearing in case I drop it). I am already very nerd le, now wearing the black spec makes me look even super duper nerd! Haha. I am wearing it at home while wearing the glass one when I go out. The plastic one is quite heavy. Still feel very uncomforatble wearing it.

I was having a dream about Edward of Twilight. I dreamt about him protecting me. Haha! So happy but had to wake up for medical checkup. Maybe because I was watching the teaser trailer of Twilight Saga: New Moon before I slept that was why I dreamt about him. Lol. I really like him to the max!

I wore my new spec to Raffles Place for medical checkup. Actually wanted to wake up at 6 am to go for the checkup but my mom suggested to sleep one more hour, no need to be so early, so I just listened to her. Saw a lot of young boys in the clinic who are also going in soon but should be in the later batch than mine. Waiting time about two hours, quite efficient. Fortuately I remembered to pass my medical report that I have done three months ago to the nurse before I was called for X-ray (As I have already done X-ray within a year, there is no need to do again). If not, my body would be full of radiation for doing two X-rays in one year. Lol. But I still had to give urine and blood samples (a bit painful when the needle pierced through), measure height (previous height in my medical record three months ago was 161 cm, at the selection assessment was 160 cm and now was 162 cm, all different heights within this year) and weight (at home was 48 kg but whenever I went outside to weigh, my weight was about 50.5 kg, maybe my own weighing machine is inaccurate), test for colour blindness and eyesight. But something new was done this time, full body examination, which included checking the position of kidney, heart, etc. The female doctor was very friendly, that really brightened up my day! I think that she said that I am alright. It is good to have this medical checkup so as to make sure that I am healthy!

After I went home, I napped for about 4-5 hours then my mom woke me up for dinner after she came home from work. Jialat! I think I will be having insomnia later on...

One of the fans which was bought by me a few months ago in my house suddenly spoilt. I was feeling super hot when watching Breaking the Magicians Code. The show was cool! The viewers will realise how lame the term "illusion" is. It is all about the things the magicians are using. Next time I will show a toothpick magic taught by the show for you guys to see! By the way, I am not sure whether I am really going to learn magic with Ben because I am slow so quite difficult to teach me to do tricks.

My bro keep wanting to buy air-cons but where can my dad and I find money for him to install three air-cons at one go. As he can only afford the price of one air-con, I told him to just install one air-con in his room, dad and my room no need air-con. I suspect it is because of his gf that is why he suddenly wants to install air-con because she now always goes to his room every week on Saturday and Sunday for long hours (she shares the same room with her sis that is why there is no privacy if my bro goes to her house). We already live without air-con for a lot of years so it is okay that I remain as a earth saver.

Tomorrow and Saturday gonna go out with mom and auntie to shop for my mom clothes to wear for photo shoot on Sunday (My bro already booked in taking studio photo shoot on Sunday because my hair gonna gone soon and he thinks that already graduated le so should take a nice photo. But I heard that he wanted pretty big size one with frame which cost about 800 bucks! Super expensive! Even though my mom keeps telling him to reduce the size to a cheaper price but he still insists. I finally have the chance to wear TP graduation gown. Haha!) as well as my stuffs that are supposed to bring in (Thanks the guys for telling me about the things to bring and the life inside!).

Next week I am free every day and night except for a weekday afternoon to go out with secondary school Michelle, Saturday maybe having swimming lesson with Poly Michelle (Don't know in the morning or at night), Sunday night is dinner. So most of the time I am still damn free lah. Not exactly fully packed. Haha. So I hope that someone who is good in organizing from the Poly de can help to organize a day to go out for my last Poly group outing before I go in (I do not dare to do any countdown because I am feeling very scared and nervous as days pass...). I am okay with whatever activity. Just hope to have fun! Thankyou very much! (I have a curse that whatever I organize, at most only two to three people would be present so I cannot be an organizer. Lol.)


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- 2:18:00 AM

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Friday night went out with two poly friends to buy birthday present. Fortunately managed to watch the last one hour of Ghost Whisperer finale. Good, finale before I go in.

Saturday woke up super early for a birthday celebration lunch buffet at a Chinese resturant. I was trying to act rocker that day because I felt like playing with my hair ( if not, no hair to play anymore next time). I reached at the meeting place earlier than the meeting time and waited for all the late comers coming one by one. The food was not bad but even though I anti pork fats, I still swallowed some of it because puking out did not seem suitable in that kind of surrounding.
Next we went to sing karaoke. I chose a lot of Jolin's songs as I really like her songs very much. As usual, I sang out of tune for almost all the songs. I really feel like learning electric guitar because it is cool and my idol is playing it. Next time can form band with my poly friends le. Haha.
Lastly we went to a disco after dinner. As it was a Thai disco, I seriously did not understand anything that the singers were saying. The music was blasting to the ears and I had to shout to talk or play with friends (I should actually whisper when talking to reserve my energy). The live band mainly sang Thai songs. Their pronunciation of English and Mandarin were quite weird. There were still songs that I liked such as "Low" through CD playing. But nevermind if I did not understand anything because there was a yandao singer who really brightened up my night. Haha. Just nice there were live telecast of FA cup final. And of course Chelsea won since the opponent was Everton. I really wanted to thank all my poly friends for taking good care of me over there as I was like a bit drunk with burning body and brain and felt like vomiting (The food was like stucked at my throat when I was drinking another cup of Jack Daniel after drinking one cup of beer and one cup of coke Jack Daniel). Although I think that alcohol does not taste nice at all, drank till a bit high was fun with those kind of envirnoment as I dared to do or say things that I would not do or say when I am awake. But I was still conscious on what not to be said or done. I was happy with the Katong toilet as there was soap. Although disco's toilet also got soap, the cubicle was super dirty after about 11 pm and the door could not be locked and flushed. I could not stand properly while folding my jeans in the cubicle.
On the way home, I was taking nap in the cab as I was having super car-sick. It was nice of Michelle to send me home all the way to my door step (Sorry that I live on the 5th storey and I prefer to take the stairs as it will be nearer to my house). I dropped my keys when I was opening the door although I was really still alright. When I went in, my bro and his gf greeted me and said that my alcoholic smell was damn strong but I did not drink much (maybe the disco was crowded with people and most of them were drinking Jack Daniel). His gf thought that I was really drank. My ear began to develop bee sounds as the disco was too damn loud for the ear drums le. When I went into my room, my mom woke up and also said I had strong alcohlic smell. After that I went into the toilet and just sat on the toilet bowl and closed my eyes for a few minutes as I did not feel really comfortable. I blown dried my hair after bathing and drank warm water (taught by Michelle) as my throat still sucks. I could not sleep while on my bed. Did not know why. Had insomnia the day before then Sat night also insomnia. Fortunately, I remembered that I had forgotten to brush my teeth so I went to brush at 5 plus am. Really suffered from insomnia till the next day I auto woke up at 12 pm to go out for lunch with my parents and to make plastic spec suitable for my 6 months. Went to temple after that to pray with my bro. My bro bought me a bag that I had waited for quite long (I saw his same brand bag but different design a few months ago and fell in love with it at the first sight. Since he said he also liked another design but his gf said it is too girl le, I was thinking of buying it as I trust my bro taste. He said he could pay half for me.). I am in need of sling bag as my that free gift sling bag already rusty rusty le and I love sling bag to the max (Sling bag is more comfortable and convenient to carry around). My bro said we can exchange bags anytime we want. My poly friends said not worth the money. But I still like it. Muak Muak my bag! Haha.

Monday was finale of American Next Top Model. Sad that Sam did not win. Another finale before I go in.

Tuesday went to watch Terminator: Salvation. Lucky have subtitles. Full of actions. Thumb up! How I hope that it is in 3D version! Saw my poly year two-three friend while on my way to E!Hub. As I always do not see people around me, she approached me when she was walking towards my directions. Had a short chat with her. Really long time never see her le. Shall meet up one day next time!

Okay, I will continue to play the childish game...


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- 1:45:00 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

I actually did not know that this morning was Champions League final because I have not been reading newspapers but fortunately my dad told me yesterday night. So I stayed up late for the match. While waiting for the match to start, I read a few pages of Eclipse! The book once again captured my attention and wanted me to continue reading and reading but as the match was about to start, I quickly stopped my temptation and put it away. I was so happy to see Eto'o scored at the 10th minute! Then Messi, the top scorer, headed in another goal. 2-0. Barcelona won! Well Done Well Done! I watched alone for the first half then my brother came home from work early and managed to catch the second half with me. I feel that the more people watching the match, the merrier it would be because there would be cheering sound around.


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- 5:45:00 PM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

My bro's graduation day photos!!!



--> Graduants!!!





--> Bro going up the stage. Very blur because the digital camera could not zoom much.





---> Bro with the plate awarded to him as he is one of the top 10% students.
---> Bro with mom.
---> Bro with dad.
---> Bro with me.
---> Bro with his gf.

---> Family photos!


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- 12:53:00 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009

Below are some of the outdated pictures I have taken using my handphone. Finally the USB cable works!

---> My naruto birthday cake from my friends! The picture only shows the naruto head. The expression of naruto is very funny!





---> My cute baby niece! I love this kind of a few months old baby!



---> Picture of Ah Qin with his drawing of himself. I specially bought the magazine because there was ah qin's interview. He is super talented- Knowing how to draw and compose songs!



---> My bro's friend's gift to the guests on his baby's one month old celebration. I find them very nice!









---> Because my dad had free drive-in pass (as he was working on a project over there), my parents and I went to Sentosa to enjoy family day. As all the actvities were so expensive, we went to the animal show which is free all day. The presenters even knew my dad as my dad always went there to slack and watch. The presenter actually wanted me to join in their activity but I quickly faced other side when the presenter had eye contact with me. I got stage-fright so it was better for me not to go up. The eagle flew really low so the guy needed the audiences to bend down a bit. I should bend down forward but I stupidly bend in the way that my front body was facing up. Dangerous! Haha.

---> View of Sentosa beach when my parents and I went up to the I-don't-know-what tower. I love the view!





---> Taken when I went to Airport with my poly friends. I found the disney characters really cute!



---> Lunar New Year flower chosen by me! I love it at first sight so I persuaded my dad to buy it since my mom always wanted to plant flowers but did not know which to choose. So colourful but only lasted for a few days.



---> Decoration of the plants outside my house by me before Lunar New Year!

---> My dad's lunar new year li lans. Have been a really long time since my dad last received li lans from his company.





---> My decorations around the house for lunar new year!



---> Big Piyo birthday card done by Angelynn and with blessings from all my friends!

---> My birthday present, watch, from my poly friends! Very nice and elegant!

---> Red packet from my bro for my birthday. He said that 21st birthday is important as it means the adult age so he gave me a red packet. The money inside is a lot more than what I have expected! He working liao becomes more generous le!

---> A small cake from my mom. She did not buy a bigger size cake because I am the only one in the family who likes to eat cake. It was delicious!

---> Cute tiny birthday card from Michelle!

---> Done by Michelle for my birthday on the memories when we were friends from secondary school till now. I am very touched by her hardwork.

---> Done by Michelle for my birthday. She is really creative to do the notice board. I especially like the clips and pearls very much although I also like the whole thing!

---> The two novels that I have been wanting to read from Michelle for my birthday. I have already read finished. Going to pass to her very soon!

---> From my dad for my birthday. The necklace already changed colour le (because it is 925 silver not stainless steel) so I did not wear anymore. Keeping it safe in my cabinet.

---> My collection of the donation balls. 4 balls mean 4 donations in total!



---> I am so tempted after reading the first novels that I quickly bought the last two from bookstore once they have stocks. Still in the progress of reading the third book...




---> Pictures of live small abalones given from my dad's friend. I actually wanted to rear one since they were all alive. But all were dead once my mom and I added water to them. I was the killer as I was the one who told my mom they needed water with a pinch of salt to stay alive longer. Sorry abalones! Actually I wanted to upload the video of their movements but failed.


---> The bird was actually with another noisy bird outside my room window, that was why I saw them. When I was trying to capture them using my hp, the noisy one flew away while this bird was not afraid at all. As I am afraid that it might fly into my room and shit, I kept clapping my hands to scare it away. It was so scared to hear the sound that it knocked onto my window before flying away. Hope it did not get hurt at all.

---> Full set of computer that I am using now in my bro's room.

To protect the privacy of my worked places, I have decided not to post the children and animals pictures here. I can show through my hp if anybody are interested to see.

English Premier League is over. So boring. Have to wait quite long for the next season to start...

My bro loves the movie "Angels and Demons" so much that he is going to buy the novel.


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- 5:14:00 PM

Me! Me! Me!

An emotional, quiet, stubborn, lazy, lame, boring, jobless earthling


I love

My bed, handphone, home, family, friends, mp3 player, spec, bag, pouch, toilet and cleanliness


My Favorites!

Idols: Arsenal, Jolin Tsia, MingFong Ho, Thierry Henry, Andy Lau, Ah Qin, Ming Dao and Lin Chi-Ling
TV Shows: Miami Ink, The Golden Path, Baclays Premier League, Champions League, Euro, The Young Warriors, Superband, Class B, Love is all around, Ellen's, Tyra's, Ophrah's, House, Prison Break, Ghost Whisperer, My Lovely Samsoon, Supernatural, The Magicians of Love, Full House, Desperate Housewives, CSIs, Nip/Tuck
Movies: Transformer, Twilight, Angels and Demons, Police Story 1 & 2 & 3 & 4, Once Apon a Time in China, Mean Girls, Hide and Seek, Armageddon, The Island, Kungfu Panda, Iron Man, The Dark Knight, Death Note 1 & 2, Mom at Sixteen, The Family Man, Final Destination 3, Fearless, Spiderman 1 & 2, Wait Till You're Older, X-men 3, Day After Tomorrow, Be With You, Initial D, Titanic, Tears of the Sun, Black Hawk Down, Howl's Moving Castle, Battle Royale, Finding Nemo, The Last Samurai, Shriek, Van Helsing, The New Police Story, Saw, Click, Underworld & Evolution, Poseidon



I hate

Nothing



Eeee...I am afraid of

Knife, Escape Theme Park, Insects, Presentation, Interview, Crowded Places, Eye Contact, Sea/ Deep Pool, Height



Let's keep away from

Smoking, Drinking, Supper and Gore/ Horror Movies



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Build Up Self-Esteem, Increase Confidence Level



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