The Life Of A Loser

2009-06-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

It was a really nice sleep for me. I woke up at one plus pm. I think it was because I watched Drag Me To Hell yesterday that was why my mom said that I shouted while sleeping. But I seriously cannot remember any nightmare that I was having. Since young, I would always shout when sleeping after watching horror movies. Sorry to wake my mom up in the middle of the night. The only dream that I can remember now is about me struggling inside the place that I will be going in next week. I was crying like hell that was why I was able to wake up suddenly to wipe my tears.

My dad just now told me to remember to call my mom everyday before I sleep over there as to ease her worry. He said that she will definitely cry for days when sleeping. I suppose because I share the room with mom so she will not xi guan without me in the room when sleeping. I felt really sad when my dad told me that and even now when I am typing this. My dad added that he will also be worried for me since I am his only daughter. I am really afraid that I am unable to hold back my tears when calling my mom.

Days just pass too fast...

2009-06-13T02:36:00.005+08:00

Last Friday, I went out with mom, auntie and a cousin. They were really helpful to find the things that I need to bring in and waiting for me while I was trying on them. Bought till a hole in my card!

Last Saturday, my mom said that she needed some rest before going for photo shot the next day so I just stayed at home. She said that she wanted to be in the best condition in the photos.

Last Sunday, my family and I went to the studio to take photos. I had to wear formal as I needed to wear graduation gown. My mom bought a top especially for that. My dad and bro still had to wait for my mom and I for doing makeup because there were complimentary makeup for females. That makeup artist a bit rough. And I think that I looked like ah gua after the makeup. Took a lot of shots. The problems were my finge that always covered my eyes, my mom's eyes closed and her smiles too fake. A few days later have to go back to see the photos to decide on which to enlarge. Even if we are not satisfied, it will be too late to take again as by the time, maybe my hair have already trimed off. After that my bro treated us with Boon Tong Kee chicken plus rice with some side dishes. I love love love the food and chilli.

I finally started following my schedule on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday. Was slacking on Wednesday. I actually wanted to start 2 weeks ago but I was too lazy. I woke up very early to have breakfast, then while resting for one hour before I went for morning jog, I was reading Eclipse. Going to read till half the book soon. The novel super additive that sometimes I went out to jog after one hour plus then the sun was so damn hot. My stamina and breathing method sucks. Still not used to the correct way to breath and did not have motivation to continue running after 2.4 km. When I got home, I rested a while before bathing then watching Hot Shot. Finally only left with 6 episodes. Sometimes, I would go market with mom to have lunch and buy some more stuffs and altered trousers or like the first day when I really could not tahan so I took two hours nap. After that, I would use the computer before playing my FFX-2. I have trained Yuna, Rikku and Paine till level about 90 but I want all of them to master on all the dresspheres before fighting with the final boss. Actually can already fight the boss but I just hope to do some things that I want first. Then had dinner at night and watched Tv till the time that I felt like sleeping. But I would always chat with my mom for one to two hours before I really went deep into sleep.

On Thursday, went out with my mom, auntie and cousins to buy some more stuffs. Ikea food is delicious especially the chickens as we had that for lunch! Quite affordable also. But a bit troublesome when buying the food.

Just now, I met with Michelle to watch Drag Me To Hell and had Swensen's food for lunch as they have one for one offer. The chickens not bad. *Spoilers below if you want to watch the movie* Before watching it, I had already read the story online so I had expected what the ending is like. At first I got scared very easily at the suddenly poped up scenes but got immuned as the movie continued. Although it is a horror movie, there are some very funny parts. In the end, I cried even though I knew what was going to happen. The reasons: She has everything that she wanted, assistant manager position and a very good boyfriend who was going to ask her to marry him, that was why I felt pity and sad and ke xi for her. Also the way she shouted for help and when the boyfriend cried when he was trying to reach for her. I think when some of the people left the theatre, they got puzzled on why I was crying. I suppose that I also shocked Michelle at the very last part when I cried uncontrollably. I too emotional. I had finally passed Twilight and New Moon to her. Hope that you will be able to finish before the second installment of the movie. The second book condition is just like first hand. The first book is almost perfect. I took really good care of them. Then I went home to rest a while before going for steamboat buffet with poly friends. Thanks Kim for organising. I love the food. Just now I almost vomitted when I laughed with a very full stomach. Lucky was able to contol after a few minutes. Then went to TCC and played with the soccer game. Quite fun when I was able to score goals but my palm quite painful now. Turned the thing too hard liao. The whole day was fun and I really enjoyed myself! I will be able to survive with all the blessings!

I am going to try calling the organisation to cancel my registration tomorrow as Michelle accidentally sprained her ankle just now and will not be able to walk around the park. We shall go another time since you are really enthu about it. I hope she will get well soon!

Sunday going swimming with Michelle. I specially bought a costume for this as the last time I swam was when I was in secondary one swimming programme. My swimming style sucks! Quite looking forward but scare that I cannot learn finish within the few hours.

I am still deciding on what to bring and what to do for my free time inside. I don't feel like bringing my novel in since I am very protective on it.

2009-06-05T02:18:00.002+08:00

I have gotten my spec yesterday. I have made those kind that army guys always like to wear de, black plastic frame with plastic lens, as it will be more safe to bring in (plastic is more durable than the glass lens half frame that I am currently wearing in case I drop it). I am already very nerd le, now wearing the black spec makes me look even super duper nerd! Haha. I am wearing it at home while wearing the glass one when I go out. The plastic one is quite heavy. Still feel very uncomforatble wearing it.

I was having a dream about Edward of Twilight. I dreamt about him protecting me. Haha! So happy but had to wake up for medical checkup. Maybe because I was watching the teaser trailer of Twilight Saga: New Moon before I slept that was why I dreamt about him. Lol. I really like him to the max!

I wore my new spec to Raffles Place for medical checkup. Actually wanted to wake up at 6 am to go for the checkup but my mom suggested to sleep one more hour, no need to be so early, so I just listened to her. Saw a lot of young boys in the clinic who are also going in soon but should be in the later batch than mine. Waiting time about two hours, quite efficient. Fortuately I remembered to pass my medical report that I have done three months ago to the nurse before I was called for X-ray (As I have already done X-ray within a year, there is no need to do again). If not, my body would be full of radiation for doing two X-rays in one year. Lol. But I still had to give urine and blood samples (a bit painful when the needle pierced through), measure height (previous height in my medical record three months ago was 161 cm, at the selection assessment was 160 cm and now was 162 cm, all different heights within this year) and weight (at home was 48 kg but whenever I went outside to weigh, my weight was about 50.5 kg, maybe my own weighing machine is inaccurate), test for colour blindness and eyesight. But something new was done this time, full body examination, which included checking the position of kidney, heart, etc. The female doctor was very friendly, that really brightened up my day! I think that she said that I am alright. It is good to have this medical checkup so as to make sure that I am healthy!

After I went home, I napped for about 4-5 hours then my mom woke me up for dinner after she came home from work. Jialat! I think I will be having insomnia later on...

One of the fans which was bought by me a few months ago in my house suddenly spoilt. I was feeling super hot when watching Breaking the Magicians Code. The show was cool! The viewers will realise how lame the term "illusion" is. It is all about the things the magicians are using. Next time I will show a toothpick magic taught by the show for you guys to see! By the way, I am not sure whether I am really going to learn magic with Ben because I am slow so quite difficult to teach me to do tricks.

My bro keep wanting to buy air-cons but where can my dad and I find money for him to install three air-cons at one go. As he can only afford the price of one air-con, I told him to just install one air-con in his room, dad and my room no need air-con. I suspect it is because of his gf that is why he suddenly wants to install air-con because she now always goes to his room every week on Saturday and Sunday for long hours (she shares the same room with her sis that is why there is no privacy if my bro goes to her house). We already live without air-con for a lot of years so it is okay that I remain as a earth saver.

Tomorrow and Saturday gonna go out with mom and auntie to shop for my mom clothes to wear for photo shoot on Sunday (My bro already booked in taking studio photo shoot on Sunday because my hair gonna gone soon and he thinks that already graduated le so should take a nice photo. But I heard that he wanted pretty big size one with frame which cost about 800 bucks! Super expensive! Even though my mom keeps telling him to reduce the size to a cheaper price but he still insists. I finally have the chance to wear TP graduation gown. Haha!) as well as my stuffs that are supposed to bring in (Thanks the guys for telling me about the things to bring and the life inside!).

Next week I am free every day and night except for a weekday afternoon to go out with secondary school Michelle, Saturday maybe having swimming lesson with Poly Michelle (Don't know in the morning or at night), Sunday night is dinner. So most of the time I am still damn free lah. Not exactly fully packed. Haha. So I hope that someone who is good in organizing from the Poly de can help to organize a day to go out for my last Poly group outing before I go in (I do not dare to do any countdown because I am feeling very scared and nervous as days pass...). I am okay with whatever activity. Just hope to have fun! Thankyou very much! (I have a curse that whatever I organize, at most only two to three people would be present so I cannot be an organizer. Lol.)

2009-06-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

Friday night went out with two poly friends to buy birthday present. Fortunately managed to watch the last one hour of Ghost Whisperer finale. Good, finale before I go in.

Saturday woke up super early for a birthday celebration lunch buffet at a Chinese resturant. I was trying to act rocker that day because I felt like playing with my hair ( if not, no hair to play anymore next time). I reached at the meeting place earlier than the meeting time and waited for all the late comers coming one by one. The food was not bad but even though I anti pork fats, I still swallowed some of it because puking out did not seem suitable in that kind of surrounding.
Next we went to sing karaoke. I chose a lot of Jolin's songs as I really like her songs very much. As usual, I sang out of tune for almost all the songs. I really feel like learning electric guitar because it is cool and my idol is playing it. Next time can form band with my poly friends le. Haha.
Lastly we went to a disco after dinner. As it was a Thai disco, I seriously did not understand anything that the singers were saying. The music was blasting to the ears and I had to shout to talk or play with friends (I should actually whisper when talking to reserve my energy). The live band mainly sang Thai songs. Their pronunciation of English and Mandarin were quite weird. There were still songs that I liked such as "Low" through CD playing. But nevermind if I did not understand anything because there was a yandao singer who really brightened up my night. Haha. Just nice there were live telecast of FA cup final. And of course Chelsea won since the opponent was Everton. I really wanted to thank all my poly friends for taking good care of me over there as I was like a bit drunk with burning body and brain and felt like vomiting (The food was like stucked at my throat when I was drinking another cup of Jack Daniel after drinking one cup of beer and one cup of coke Jack Daniel). Although I think that alcohol does not taste nice at all, drank till a bit high was fun with those kind of envirnoment as I dared to do or say things that I would not do or say when I am awake. But I was still conscious on what not to be said or done. I was happy with the Katong toilet as there was soap. Although disco's toilet also got soap, the cubicle was super dirty after about 11 pm and the door could not be locked and flushed. I could not stand properly while folding my jeans in the cubicle.
On the way home, I was taking nap in the cab as I was having super car-sick. It was nice of Michelle to send me home all the way to my door step (Sorry that I live on the 5th storey and I prefer to take the stairs as it will be nearer to my house). I dropped my keys when I was opening the door although I was really still alright. When I went in, my bro and his gf greeted me and said that my alcoholic smell was damn strong but I did not drink much (maybe the disco was crowded with people and most of them were drinking Jack Daniel). His gf thought that I was really drank. My ear began to develop bee sounds as the disco was too damn loud for the ear drums le. When I went into my room, my mom woke up and also said I had strong alcohlic smell. After that I went into the toilet and just sat on the toilet bowl and closed my eyes for a few minutes as I did not feel really comfortable. I blown dried my hair after bathing and drank warm water (taught by Michelle) as my throat still sucks. I could not sleep while on my bed. Did not know why. Had insomnia the day before then Sat night also insomnia. Fortunately, I remembered that I had forgotten to brush my teeth so I went to brush at 5 plus am. Really suffered from insomnia till the next day I auto woke up at 12 pm to go out for lunch with my parents and to make plastic spec suitable for my 6 months. Went to temple after that to pray with my bro. My bro bought me a bag that I had waited for quite long (I saw his same brand bag but different design a few months ago and fell in love with it at the first sight. Since he said he also liked another design but his gf said it is too girl le, I was thinking of buying it as I trust my bro taste. He said he could pay half for me.). I am in need of sling bag as my that free gift sling bag already rusty rusty le and I love sling bag to the max (Sling bag is more comfortable and convenient to carry around). My bro said we can exchange bags anytime we want. My poly friends said not worth the money. But I still like it. Muak Muak my bag! Haha.

Monday was finale of American Next Top Model. Sad that Sam did not win. Another finale before I go in.

Tuesday went to watch Terminator: Salvation. Lucky have subtitles. Full of actions. Thumb up! How I hope that it is in 3D version! Saw my poly year two-three friend while on my way to E!Hub. As I always do not see people around me, she approached me when she was walking towards my directions. Had a short chat with her. Really long time never see her le. Shall meet up one day next time!

Okay, I will continue to play the childish game...

2009-05-28T17:45:00.003+08:00

I actually did not know that this morning was Champions League final because I have not been reading newspapers but fortunately my dad told me yesterday night. So I stayed up late for the match. While waiting for the match to start, I read a few pages of Eclipse! The book once again captured my attention and wanted me to continue reading and reading but as the match was about to start, I quickly stopped my temptation and put it away. I was so happy to see Eto'o scored at the 10th minute! Then Messi, the top scorer, headed in another goal. 2-0. Barcelona won! Well Done Well Done! I watched alone for the first half then my brother came home from work early and managed to catch the second half with me. I feel that the more people watching the match, the merrier it would be because there would be cheering sound around.

2009-05-26T00:53:00.005+08:00

My bro's graduation day photos!!!

--> Graduants!!!

--> Bro going up the stage. Very blur because the digital camera could not zoom much.

---> Bro with the plate awarded to him as he is one of the top 10% students.
---> Bro with mom.
---> Bro with dad.
---> Bro with me.
---> Bro with his gf.

---> Family photos!

2009-05-25T17:14:00.029+08:00

Below are some of the outdated pictures I have taken using my handphone. Finally the USB cable works!

---> My naruto birthday cake from my friends! The picture only shows the naruto head. The expression of naruto is very funny!

---> My cute baby niece! I love this kind of a few months old baby!

---> Picture of Ah Qin with his drawing of himself. I specially bought the magazine because there was ah qin's interview. He is super talented- Knowing how to draw and compose songs!

---> My bro's friend's gift to the guests on his baby's one month old celebration. I find them very nice!

---> Because my dad had free drive-in pass (as he was working on a project over there), my parents and I went to Sentosa to enjoy family day. As all the actvities were so expensive, we went to the animal show which is free all day. The presenters even knew my dad as my dad always went there to slack and watch. The presenter actually wanted me to join in their activity but I quickly faced other side when the presenter had eye contact with me. I got stage-fright so it was better for me not to go up. The eagle flew really low so the guy needed the audiences to bend down a bit. I should bend down forward but I stupidly bend in the way that my front body was facing up. Dangerous! Haha.

---> View of Sentosa beach when my parents and I went up to the I-don't-know-what tower. I love the view!

---> Taken when I went to Airport with my poly friends. I found the disney characters really cute!

---> Lunar New Year flower chosen by me! I love it at first sight so I persuaded my dad to buy it since my mom always wanted to plant flowers but did not know which to choose. So colourful but only lasted for a few days.

---> Decoration of the plants outside my house by me before Lunar New Year!

---> My dad's lunar new year li lans. Have been a really long time since my dad last received li lans from his company.

---> My decorations around the house for lunar new year!

---> Big Piyo birthday card done by Angelynn and with blessings from all my friends!

---> My birthday present, watch, from my poly friends! Very nice and elegant!

---> Red packet from my bro for my birthday. He said that 21st birthday is important as it means the adult age so he gave me a red packet. The money inside is a lot more than what I have expected! He working liao becomes more generous le!

---> A small cake from my mom. She did not buy a bigger size cake because I am the only one in the family who likes to eat cake. It was delicious!

---> Cute tiny birthday card from Michelle!

---> Done by Michelle for my birthday on the memories when we were friends from secondary school till now. I am very touched by her hardwork.

---> Done by Michelle for my birthday. She is really creative to do the notice board. I especially like the clips and pearls very much although I also like the whole thing!

---> The two novels that I have been wanting to read from Michelle for my birthday. I have already read finished. Going to pass to her very soon!

---> From my dad for my birthday. The necklace already changed colour le (because it is 925 silver not stainless steel) so I did not wear anymore. Keeping it safe in my cabinet.

---> My collection of the donation balls. 4 balls mean 4 donations in total!

---> I am so tempted after reading the first novels that I quickly bought the last two from bookstore once they have stocks. Still in the progress of reading the third book...

---> Pictures of live small abalones given from my dad's friend. I actually wanted to rear one since they were all alive. But all were dead once my mom and I added water to them. I was the killer as I was the one who told my mom they needed water with a pinch of salt to stay alive longer. Sorry abalones! Actually I wanted to upload the video of their movements but failed.

---> The bird was actually with another noisy bird outside my room window, that was why I saw them. When I was trying to capture them using my hp, the noisy one flew away while this bird was not afraid at all. As I am afraid that it might fly into my room and shit, I kept clapping my hands to scare it away. It was so scared to hear the sound that it knocked onto my window before flying away. Hope it did not get hurt at all.

---> Full set of computer that I am using now in my bro's room.

To protect the privacy of my worked places, I have decided not to post the children and animals pictures here. I can show through my hp if anybody are interested to see.

English Premier League is over. So boring. Have to wait quite long for the next season to start...

My bro loves the movie "Angels and Demons" so much that he is going to buy the novel.

2009-05-25T16:45:00.002+08:00

As my dad knows someone who is working there but in different department, he said that he is going to ask his friend to ask someone to take care of me when I am inside. Haha. Quite cool, have special priviledge! But don't know whether this is going to work.

Going to take family photo next week at studio because my bro had graduated and I am going to trim off and dye my hair black soon.

My mom and dad are going to take leave on my day of reporting to send me there and to bid farewell. I am really afraid that I might have tears on that day like those children who cried for mummy and daddy when they are sent to the childcare centre. I think that I will cry when I am sleeping over there for the first few days. My bro said that I should bring family photo there so as to look at it when I miss them. Maybe I will bring in.

My bro is going to buy air-con for the whole house soon as the weather is just super-duper hot these weeks but he wants me to pay half as well. I am still considering...very expensive!

My bro's gf went to my house yesterday and have put in the photos taken on my bro's graduation day into the desktop. I shall upload them (including my family photos and my bro with his gf photo) next time as I am using laptop now.

Hey guys who have already attended POP: if there's anything that I have to take note of while inside, please tell me. Thankyou very much!

2009-05-23T17:53:00.002+08:00

Okay, I am really going to open up an account for Facebook later on because I want to play with the quizzes. Seems fun.

Today is a boring day at home but later still have to go through the letters again as some of the things a bit chim for me to understand.

2009-05-23T02:52:00.002+08:00

I really woke up after 9.30 am for the result show. Actually I bet two bucks with my brother on who would win the title (this is what we always do for American Idol- last year I won two bucks because I bet on David Cook and he on David Archuleta as Archuleta performed better and I told him that winner would usually be the one who performed better de and I let him choose first before I took Cook- he said that I cheated his money for saying "the winner would usually be the one who performed better de" after the result show). For this season, I chose Adam and told my bro because he performed better but he insisted on taking Adam as he said he liked his rocker style so I just bet on Kris. Actually I supported Adam de because his vocal was very powerful and could hit high notes that Kris could not reach although I bet on Kris. The betting was plainly for fun. But I was really shocked when the winner was announced because Adam was the hot favourite while Kris was the dark horse. I thought that I would lose the bet but in the end still won. This season's "No boundaries" is a nice song! When I woke up, I saw Rob Stewart singing. There were some celebrities like Nicole Richie (when I watched the repeat telecast, I saw her dad singing no wonder she was sitting at the audience seat) and past winners (I like Cook's performance!). The awards and the video clip on the introduction of the judges were damn funny. By the way, after the morning live show on Channel 5 (StarWorld a bit slower by a few seconds so I watched Channel 5 one), I went to sleep but I still watched the repeat telecast at 6pm on StarWorld because I had missed the front part in the morning. Oh ya, I watched them sang "We are the champions" and don't-know-why felt really gan dong. Adam and Kris both deserved it since they have managed to come so far to the final le. Adam did not have to feel sad at all since he can definitely get the contract.

Prison break is back on second June on Channel 5 showing on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday night!!! Nice as people can watch so many episodes within a week! But if I go for training, I will not be able to watch...Super sad!

Today was a day full of places to go. I went to the childcare centre to take my medical report. Then went to Elias Mall to buy some dental products. It was super hot for me to walk from the number three busstop all the way to the mall. The hot sun almost melted me. After that I took the wrong side of the bus 359 and sat for extra 10 plus stops before I reached my house. I felt really humid so I took a bath before heading to PS to meet the guys. I am sorry that I was late but I did squeeze myself inside the city hall train with my ear and glasses almost crushed by the train door with effort in order not to be more late. Lol. While on the train heading home, I saw a yandao guy who looked like Dai Yang Tian (Little Nyonya's handsome Japanese guy). And kim confirmed that he lived in Tampines because she saw him alighting at the Tampines stop. If there is fate, I can definitely see him again since we live so near. Lol.

Maybe the yandao guy brought luck to me because when I went home, I received letter from the job. Not rejection letter, it is approval letter! I succeeded through my first interview! But I cannot go for the medical check-up next week because I am currently having menses so I will have to postpone it. Sianz. If everything goes well, I will go for six months training on mid-June! I am anticipating but also feeling quite scared because it would be my first time leaving home for so long. I will miss my mom, dad, bro, my bed, toilet, my room and the whole house...and my hair if there is a need to trim off...

My previous announcement delete delete delete!

2009-05-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

My handphone USB cable sucks. Always cannot connect to the PC. So I don't know when I will be able to upload the pictures up.

I have not started to touch any of my favourite hobbies (gaming and watching DVD) yet. Only helped to clean the four fans at home as instructed by my mom. Then tomorrow will have to mop the floor. And tomorrow is my mom's off day. I love to have her at home because I like the cosiness and also have a person to chat with me. Haha.

There are a lot of finales in these few weeks such as American Idol (8am later on will be the result show), Champions League (I suppose should be next week or the week after next), Survivor (a few days ago), American's Next Top Model (two or three weeks ago). I missed American's Next Top Model's finale because I was very tired and slept early that day. I did not watch Survivor because I have not been watching for many seasons (The last season that I watched was the Rob and Amber de). I hope Barcelona will win the title because Henry is there. I might wake up after 9.30 am for the result show later on. Actually I did not catch this season's American Idol at all but because my brother told me that his friend said that there is a good vocal guy in the final so I watched the performance show just now. And wow! Adam Lambert's vocal is very powerful! Just hope that the one who really deserved to win will win the title!

Announcement Announcement Announcement: Wear comfortably on Chi Long's birthday celebration because we might be going for cycling or prawning after that since it is held at east coast park and ends in the early afternoon.

Good night and sweet dreams!

2009-05-19T18:38:00.002+08:00

1) I was flipping through U weekly and came across the page introducing gadgets. I saw one handphone that looked almost exactly the same as my handphone (reflective surface and clamshell) but it is 3.5G and still has some extra new features. My mom thinks that I should change my almost 3-year-old handphone as she said that new one is always nicer than the old one. However my dad still thinks that mine is nicer. So my conclusion is I will still keep to my handphone because it is like a baby to me and I cannot bear to change it. I am not the xi xin yan jiu type. Haha.

2) I accidentally off the house phone switch as I am used to doing that everytime before I sleep (because I am always the last one sleeping) and had forgotten that my brother was still using on that day. So he came out of his room and scolded me although I did apologize to him. As if something would happen when he and his girlfriend got disconnected (like the situation from "Connected" starring Da S and Leo Ku). I think that he is a bit sot sot le, too deep into the relationship.

3) Once again, I was lost in Bedok. I got down from the bus at the wrong stop (actually there are 10 plus more stops before I should alight). I saw wrongly from the street directory. So I asked for direction from the passer-bys. First, I encountered a China woman who of course did not know anything. Then I asked a auntie and she was really helpful to give me directions and recommended me to take bus because the distance was too long. However as I had no idea which bus to get to the interchange, I just began walking under the blazing sun with determination for almost an hour and finally reached my destination. So I cannot remember from which church I walked all the way to Chai Chee to get to a clinic as I needed to do some check-up. Nothing is impossible with determination!

4) I worked at a childcare centre which kept me really busy. I did not have much time to use computer, read novel, watch vcd or play game as I always had to do a lot of stuff for the activity sheets. I quited a week plus ago. I also try working in a pet shop for two days only. I quited as I am very scared in dealing with customers. I am a job-hopper. Lol.

5) I went to selection assessment and interview weeks ago for a job and still waiting for rejection or approval reply. But I did screw up my interview. I like never not screw up my interview before. Lol.

6) Benjamin's and Michelle's birthday celebrations were all held at the resturants of the hotels. The food were not bad and Michelle really let us to see the very womanly side of her.

7) Fortunately my bro and his gf went back from Hong Kong a few weeks before the spread of H1N1. If not, I think that I would have to be quarantined as well.

8) I have chatted with my bro's gf two times. One was at my bro's graduation and another time was she visited my house. My bro's graduation was really boring as the list of graduants was damn long. It was an awkward situation when my dad, mom and I met her first at the cafeteria while my bro was at the hall for preparation. Nothing to talk about. But while walking from the cafe to the hall, she tried to start conversation with me. She told my bro that I am a friendly person. Haha. I am so happy to hear that. I did remind my mom to sit with her in the hall the day before because I was very scared that I would have nothing to talk to her.
She said that she wanted to play PS2 in the house but she is not a gamer at all as she felt very sian after playing for a while. So she came out to watch TV with me while my bro was bathing. I was actually also reading novel while watching TV but when she was trying to talk to me, I just put away the novel. She is overall a friendly and nice person who also likes to crap like my bro.

9)Angels and Demons is a nice movie full of excitement although a bit chim when Tom Hanks was trying to solve the mystery. I am still able to understand what was going on.

10) It has been really long time since I last stepped into MacDonald's to have meal so I was like a mountain turtle when I was having dinner with Angelynn they all (I did not know where to get the sauces).

11) I was having flu for the past 2 weeks but of course not H1N1. Actually was taking chinese medicine because I did not feel like seeing a doctor. But after I had finished two bottles of the medicines, I knew that it was time to see doctor so I went to polyclinic. And finally I am recovering.

12) After watching "Bai Fen Bai" about Jolin's concert preparation, I really admire her for her determination to do things to perfection. She is my new idol now!

13) I shall upload lots of pictures after my laptop is alright. I have already sent it for repair, should be okay really soon!

2009-02-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

Congratulate Heath Ledger on winning Oscars this morning and also winning Golden Globe both for best supporting actor the other day. His excellent portraying of the joker has brought applauses. His acting career will always be remembered! RIP...

2009-02-22T17:58:00.003+08:00

Today is 22nd of February! Girl Guides Day! Once a girl guide, always a girl guide! So I want to wish a happy Girl Guides Day to all the girl guides (including ShinFen and ShiHui) around the world. A few years back, I was the one pulling the National flag and sometimes saying the pledge on stage but I shivered like having jelly legs especially when looking at the students when saying the pledge using the microphone. I still keep the uniform, books and marching boot as I do not bear to throw them away. It was funny that my batch only had 4 girl guides. Very pathetic. However fortunately there were increasing number of girls joined in the next years thus my school Girl Guides CCA can survive till now and even participated in Youth and National Day marching ceremony.

I could not really sleep yesterday, maybe because I was still too happy and excited.

Although I somewhat suspected what was going on from all kind of sources (watching too much CSI will tend to suspect here and there), I never expected all of the people to be present. I thought maybe only Angelynn, Michelle X2, Leong and Ben might celebrate with me. So I was super shocked when I opened the door and saw so many people especially those not living in the east de in the room. I was also shocked to see the dian xiao er roasted duck. I was really not observative enough to realised that ShiHui and ShinFen were behind me when I was waiting for the lift with Michelle. My position was just nice that my back was facing them. Haha. Oh ya, actually did not have to blame KaiLing as not only her sms made me suspicious, a lot of things alo caused my suspection, such as the first ever food tasting session which invited me, the first time needed to wash feet in Michelle house, the first time no entry to her room to put bag, first time I saw a room with no air-con but still closed the door, the tap and flushing in the outside toilet spoilt together, mysterious date on Angelynn blog and Michelle kept insisting to pass the things to Angelynn personally. All those developed question marks in my mind. By sending sms to me, KaiLing actually made me think that she would not be celebrating with me. I want to thank all for travelling to come to the end east side, the handmade enoromous one and only Piyo card with the printed picture and greetings, replicates Naruto cake (I did not know that you all would choose cupcakes and add in Narutos figures-Very Kawaii!), nice elegant watch (actually my mom wanted my-always-wearing-watch to wear for work so she was so happy when she saw the watch as my birthday gift-Haha), specially bought the duck and cooked the food, thanks Michelle for providing your house for celebration (sorry that you and KaiLing had to wash lots of dishes), thanks Michelle for the Stephenie Meyer Twilight and New Moon (Do not worry about the last two books as I will definitely take a very long time to finish them and my brother also wants to read the books after I read finish (he super ah gua de) but I will lend it to you before him- Haha). I am sorry that all the people had to burn holes in their pockets, ShinFen and ShiHui had to climb the stairs, xin ku KaiLing for taking the cupcakes so long, xin ku everybody for being so hungry waiting the food, sorry that I did not organise any chalet or bbq. I do appreciate the time taken for buying the watch, duck, ingredients, books, making the card, cooking and planning (had to squeeze all of your brain juices). Actually before I open the door, I thought that there maybe a big Piyo on the bed. Haha. But I anyhow guessed human beings inside the room because the people were so anticipating to see me opening the door. It was my very first time I saw so many people making an effort for my birthday which would definitely become an unforgettable one. And I have to pei fu u all having all sorts of ideas in the mind. Haha. I was also super nervous when I had to guess what my presents were and opening the presents (Hands shivered and shivered). Haha.

Yesterday my lucky star is finally with me as I managed to win in 21 dots (maybe because my birthday was celebrated before the betting and I-Michelle-joint betting). I am also very happy to help Michelle T. to win very few rounds (second time I helped her played and won since the first time playing one game of mahjong). I am going to wrap the books with plastics cover to maintain cleanliness and neatness (I can finally use the skills that I learnt during my worklife at Kino-Haha). I shall read Twilight tomorrow if I wake up early if I choose not to watch HotShot. Then tomorrow I am also going to White Sands City Chains to take out some of the steel chains as the watch is too big for my wrist. And my mom has to put in some of the steel chains in my old watch as it is too small for her wrist. While for the big Piyo card, I put it on my desk for display and really hope that the greetings that were written down (and also the three wishes that I made before I blown the candle) will come true for me for my 21-year-old life or even forever...

2009-02-16T16:54:00.005+08:00

On Saturday night, my whole family except for my brother stayed at home and watched the Oscar winning movie shown on Channel 5, Cold Mountain. The casts of the movie are super popular ones like Jude Law, Nicole Kidman, Renee Zellwenger and Natalie Portman. I suspect the story is adapted from a novel because a bit too dragging and there are a lot of different events encounter by the actor. So that was how I spent my Valentine day with my loved ones. While for my brother, he went out with a girl. Before he got out of the house, he said to us that he had to waste money le. However I could not figure out why this time round he did not borrow my dad car because he always likes to show off. On the previous day I saw the menu of the resturant as he did not close the window in the computer which cost 88 bucks plus plus. Super expensive. He rather spent money on other girl than giving money to my mother. I think he should be in sweet honey period because yesterday he chatted with the girl (Why I know it was a girl-because he spoke very softly) till 2 am. The conversation was super super long. His mood was so good after that that he kept singing songs and trying to distract me from watching Tv (But I still managed to watch Tv). I hope that he will give in committment this time because I wish that he can move out soon. He is treating my mother like a maid and does not even give a single cent to her. So if the girl comes to my house, I will never say anything bad about my brother as I want to throw my brother out to her. My brother may be nice on the outside but you can never imagine what kind of person he is when at home. Good luck, my future da sao!

Watched The Last Kiss on Star World yesterday. I now then understand that the foe of all men is committment. The story goes...the actor girlfriend is pregnant and wants to get married. He is so scared that he goes out and happens to meet a young girl. He went out with her as a friend initially but slowly they get intimate. When the guy girlfriend found out about the truth, she has a big quarrel with him. So he went to find the girl and get really intimate with her (should know what I mean). Then he begins to regret and starts to avoid the girl and wanting to get his girlfriend back. He hurts both of them really deeply. Because his girlfriend does not want to forgive him, he stays outside the house for days until his girlfriend finally accepts him in the end. I suddenly realised that the story is about the same as the previous drama series that I loved watching, Love Is All Around. The story goes...the actor ex-girlfriend asks for break-up. Soon after, he marrys his now-wife. But because his wife has a miscarriage and feels very depressed plus his mom keeps blaming the wife, he goes out to find his ex and gets intimate with her (the ex wants him back after being cheated by her boyfriend). His wife divorces with him. His ex even gets pregnant and gives birth but is dead in the end. The guy seeks for forgiveness from his divorced-wife and as expected, she forgives him.
All because both the actors said to the actresses that they would never do that again!
In conclusion, my opinion is that most guys are terrible creatures and girls are just too soft-hearted. I think that those with partners should stop forgiving if one commit serious offences such as betrayal. There is much difficulty for leopard to change its spot.

2009-02-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday the 13th. Beware beware! Jason is attacking. LOL.

I have been watching Hot Shot till episode 8 and slowing accepting the exaggeration of the drama series. Some parts can be pretty funny. It is not what I had expected before watching it. Much better actually!

Okay, it has been a long time since I played my PS2 FFX-2. So I am going to play after using computer...Yeah Yeah!

2009-02-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

In the afternoon, my mom and I went to Loyang Point to have lunch. Then we went to Sheng Siong and saw fresh beautiful flowers which are selling cheap cheap. Then I was thinking that how I wish to receive flowers on V. Day. LOL. My mom replied that she never received a single flower before in her life (But actually I did give her a stalk of fake rose which would play music when pressing a button somewhere outside the rose when I was in Primary 2 or 3 bought from my school bookshop on Mothers Day-which is kept till now). So she said that her life is way worse than me. Also actually I did receive 3 roses of different colours on my birthday 4 years ago from my secondary school classmates. I was so happy when they came to my workplace and handed me the roses, saying that 3 roses meant I Love You. LoL. The roses were in red, pink and yellow colours. They were really beautiful. I tried to make them survive long by transforming them into dried roses but the result was not that good- the roses looked terrible and there was no fragrance anymore. It is sad to see flowers not being able to survive long. My dad bought a pot of beautiful colourful japanese flowers for the lunar new year (which was chosen by me- it was actually a love at first sight when I first saw the flowers). Although a few flowers still blossomed, all the flowers withered within a week. In conclusion, fresh flowers do not last.

Then I rushed to polyclinic to see doctor (as polyclinic was going to close) because my lips are still having the stinging pain when brushing my teeth although the swellness have disappeared. The doctor said my lips are just dry, nothing serious is happening to them. So he just prescribed me an anti-inflammatory thing to apply on. I think I will only apply before sleep as I am afraid that after I apply and I drink water, the water will taste weird.

My dad gave me a necklace for my 21st birthday. Although I do not need any necklace, I still felt happy the moment I received my present. I kept telling him not to buy anything but he still insisted in giving me something this year. A bit of wasting money though.

I have just received a letter from my attachment supervisor. She was wishing me happy valentine day and enclosed with a handmade ring. The ring looks not that bad. Last year, she gave all the people in the lab a rose clip also done by her. Sweet of her.

2009-02-10T19:33:00.006+08:00

I have watched Twilight with Michelle weeks ago. I think whoever watches the movie or reads the novel will definitely fall for Edward. I like Edward for his...

Protective- Whenever there is danger approaching Bella, he will always be there to save her (When Bella is almost knocked down by a vehicle and when gangsters surround Bella at night).

Cold- Nice to hug him and sleep (do not have to on the air-con or fan) bacause he is cold-blooded.

Considerate- He still brings Bella to have meal and chat with her although he does not eat. Also, he does not suck human blood.

Attrative- The novel describes him as really charming.

Strong Willpower- He can resist the temptation of sucking Bella blood (When he is kissing Bella on her bed and when dancing with her at prom and also when he is trying to suck out the vemon from Bella arm).

Gentleman- He helps Bella to remove the jacket and hang it when Bella first steps into his house for visiting and holds her cardigan before going to prom because her leg is injured.

Loyal to Soulmate- He will never fall for another girl or betray Bella forever (Bella is the one whom he has been waiting for lots of years).

Rich- This is an additional good point. His family has 2-3 nice cars.

I think I will only meet this kind of guy in my dream. LOL. Sweet Dreams everybody!

2009-02-10T18:20:00.003+08:00

15 days of Lunar New Year were over. I feel more happy in this year New Year as my parents bought a lot of decoration items for me to decorate the house and my dad brought back 2 li lans from his company. It has been years since there is sign of li lan in my house. I kept all the new year decorations that I put around the house today and had already opened up the li lans as my mom wanted to eat the food. During the 15 days, first time ever I went to Michelle house to bian nian. Same as last year, I lost in 21 dots again but was glad to be able to help Michelle win one game in mahjong. I hu with pin hu but really unlucky to have one worm in the middle of the game to become chuo pin hu and reduction in the number of tais.

Back to the first day of the new year, I watched Ip Man. I personally feel that I prefer Fearless to Ip Man in terms of the final fighting scene. Ip Man last opponent is too weak for him. However I like the fast punching style of yong chun quan. After I got home from my uncle house, I watched CJ7 on AXN for the second time. I still find Gong Fu more humorous (which I watched for the forth time on Channel U on the eve of Chinese New Year). On the second day, I watched Dont Mess With The Zohan, Warloads and 40 Years Old Virgin (on Channel 5). Although the front part of Zohan is funny, I cannot find any meaning in the story. I love Click a lot more as Click has a moral behind and is hilarious plus sad. I watched it on New Year eve for the second time but still wept over the last part while having my reunion dinner. Warloads is nice but quite difficult to understand some chim parts in the story. 40 Years Old Virgin is okay okay for me. I went to the loyang temple twice. And also bet in toto plus 4D. Of course, no win was expected. Last Sunday, Poseidon was shown on Channel 5. It was my forth time watching it. First time was renting the DVD, second time watched it at home on free preview of Star Movies, third time at Ben house during National day celebration on Star Movies. It is one of my top rated movie ever. I love the excitement, grahics and story very much. I have been watching Hot Shot recently. My opinion is not too bad but a bit too exaggerating.

I want to welcome Arshavin for joining Arsenal. Arsenal wanted Arshavin for a long time and finally he is here. However he did not get to play last Sunday because Arsenal had a red card and Wenger had to get his team play more cautiously.

I am having sexy lips from Friday till now. Haha. I still cannot figure out what caused my lips to swell. All my lip items, towels and bedsheet seem to be clean. My swollen lips are like those lips of the people who have suck out the vemon of the poisonous snake. Haha. I cannot laugh when talking to my family members and also cannot open my mouth too big to eat food. Yesterday chatting with Michelle also a bit xin ku as I could not laugh. Lucky I do not have any valentine, if not, I cannot kiss my valentine on the upcoming Valentine day. LOL. I think I have to seek for medical treatment on Thursday if my lips remain the same.

I have finished my first ever RPG game-Kingdom Hearts! Now playing through FFX-2 from what I have left off a few years ago. I like both Kingdom hearts and FF fighting styles.

Valentine day is coming...May the love be spreaded all over the world to all the loved ones on this Valentine day!

2008-12-21T18:17:00.002+08:00

My brother recently bought Transformer and The Dark Knight original DVDs because he said that Transformer was last year best movie while The Dark Knight was this year best movie. I had watched The Dark Knight at the movie theatre before and felt that it was a nice movie and worth to watch bacause of the long running time and the graphics, actions. After watching Transformer two days ago, I regretted not watching it in the cinema. I love Transformer very very much. I like it more than The Dark Knight because there were more humorous parts than that of Dark Knight. I find the lubricating part where the dog pee on one of the autobots feet really funny as well as when Bumblebee lubricated on the officer. The house scene where the guy who was good with computer part was also very funny. The only sad part was when Bumblebee was caught. However, the last fighting scene was so complicated that I did not even know which autobot was dead when Optimus Prime said they lost one comrade. But still, I will give it 5/5. Everything from love, sad, humour, action and long running time could be found in the movie. Looking forward to Transformer 2 coming soon around June next year!

Yesterday my family went to my father side Christmas celebration at my aunt Bukit Timah condo. Even though I was sitting at the back seat of the car, I had really bad headache especially when driving back from there. I think that my dad who was driving should be more tiring. The journey is just too long. Till now, my head is still heavy. I was so bored yesterday that I wanted to disappear from the scene. I was actually very afraid that my uncles and aunties would ask about whether I am working but fortunately they did not ask much. My lowering self esteem made me dare not talk to my cousins. A few approached and talked to me for a while. I was not like that when I was young. My brother keep saying things bad about me, and I just keep accepting thus contributing to my low self esteem. Sometimes I will feel like crying very easily when he insulted me (because I take it very seriously) or whenever I had being called to the office and being lectured after I had done wrong (when I was working in the bookstore) or when I cannot endure even a bit stress. I no longer believe anything nice about me said by people around me. To me, they are liars and I am a loser. That is why I am very scare about gathering and have become more and more quiet.

While sitting on the table having dinner with my relatives, my oldest cousin announced that she is going to get married next year in October. She should be getting married as she is going to be 27 next year. 25-30 should be good age for marriage because still have to give birth after that. However, she said that she would not want to have child so early. But I think that accidents will happen. LoL. If the wedding dinner is held in hotel or restaurant, the dress code will be formal then I would have to buy dress. This is terrible. Talking about her relationship, her boyfriend is a rich guy who is younger than her by 1 year old and they have been together since polytechnic, about almost 10 years. WOW. This is what I called stable and full of trust relationship. I can see that her boyfriend is a nice guy, not a flirt, althought he is rich. I have never talked to him before as he is a stranger to me. All the best in their preparation for the marriage. And I hope that my cousin will be a happy and beautiful bride in the months to come and will have a happy marriage that will last forever and a healthy and adorable baby. Best Wishes to her! I heard from my uncle that if the girl is Hakka, the family have to buy roast pig as a tradition in the marriage. Then he said that after my that cousin, I am the next oldest female Hakka in the family who also need to prepare roast pig next time. But I told him that I do not want to get married at all. The divorce rate is so high that really scare me away from marriage. I also read a lot of news about abused cases, gambled till no money for the family case. Moreover, my dad and bro are good examples of da nan ren who never touch housework unless before chinese year but only clean a few dusty places and they are also very bad temper and dirty. My uncle told me a stupid reason to get married which is not having a spouse by the side when old is very lonely. OMG. There is no gurantee that a couple will never divorce. One spouse will not die earlier than the other? I replied that I will check myself into old folks home next time. I believe that I can make good friends there. Then he told me not to be so not confidence in myself. ???
Back to christmas exchange presents. I got myself a red piggy bedsheet while my brother was a Gelare gift set. Fortunately I did not get the Gelare as I do not really like snacks. My brother keep wanting the bedsheet and even wanted to pay for it but I keep insisting that I want it.

One of my female cousin is soon going for training to be air force pilot assistant after being successfully gotten through the interviews. She is damn cool to pursue the ambition that she really wants. But me, haiz, wanted to be a police but cannot bear to cut away my hair...

I went to Alexandra Hospital a few days ago for interview for a laboratory position but did not do well in the interview. The questions were just too difficult for me. I was also not confidence enough to crap more. And also, there were 23 more people competing that position with me. So I will just say Sayonara! After the interview, I went to Pharmacy and look around to see whether KaiLing was at the counter but did not see any sign of her. So I just left after that.

For the past few weeks, I was addicted to playing my Kingdoms Hearts again. It is a game for kids like me who cannot play too difficult RPG like Final Fantasy or Star Ocean which I had given up half-way through. Traveling and fighting of the above games were a big problem for me. I keep dying in FF until I finally gave up on the game. However in Kingdoms Hearts, when fighting big boss, the scene would tell me when to press what button to do something special. There was once where I was fighting a very difficult boss. I was dead and restarting a couple of times until I realised that actually a Mickey Mouse would appear to help me fight and to revive me no matter how many times I was dead if I chose another option other than reloading my saved game again. It is easy to travel around with the ship. I also enjoy looking at the stories of the Disney characters.

My brother is off to watch Singapore soccer live against Vietnam in the stadium to support our very own ground team. Hope that Team Singapore can bring glory to our country and trash the opponent team! Another exciting game will be the game between Arsenal and Liverpool. After being able to defeat Man U and Chelsea, I hope that Arsenal can beat Liverpool! All the best!

2008-11-14T17:41:00.002+08:00

I have applied for a laboratory job recently and is still waiting for the reply. I really hope to get the job as I will soon go into financial crisis but is quite afraid that the salary is below my expected one as it is for GCE O/N level graduate.

I love Dian Xiao Er food to the maximum because my favourite is always the Chinese type. I like their meat of dong po, macadanmia nuts of the vegetable, mongolia pork ribs, non-fat duck skin and the tofu. Really yummy! I will bring my parents there after I have found a job.

As a result of perming my hair, I had to use hair treatment gel. However after using for a month, I slowly develop acne out-break. Qi Si Wo Le! I have since stopped using it for almost a month and is using anti-acne toner on my face. I psycologically think that my acne problem is getting better but hopefully my thinking is correct. I still have to waste money to buy concealer to cover. Arghh. I think that for the next September, I will not go for perming or dye-ing hair again. It is like wasting money to harm myself.

I want to thank Channel 8 for showing Police Story 1 and 2 within a Saturday night. It has been a very long time since I watched the two movies and had already forgotten their stories. I only remember the stories of Police Story 3 & 4. I still remember the days when I was young, my dad would definitely bring us to Tampines cinema (it was located at k-box there and had closed down long time ago) to watch Jackie Chan and Jet Li movies. I love Police Story and Once Apon a Time in China.

One afternoon after my dad parked his car at my block multi-storey carpark, a young girl driving the same car as my dad but was manual with a triangle plate wanted to park next to my dad car. My dad was very worried that her car would bump into hes so he stood outside her car and taught her when and which way to turn her steering wheel. It was quite an interesting and funny scene.

I watched Mean Girls and Hide and Seek on Channel 5. I like the two movies. I like Mean Girls because of the humour and teenager lives while Hide and Seek is because of the unexpected twist in the end (actually I already knew the twist before watching it on TV because I asked my colleague before). Channel 5 also showed Armageddon. I super love that movie and had watched 4-5 times already. No matter how many times I have watched, I would definitely cry. It is one of my top-listed-must-watch movie.

Glory Glory Arsenal. I want to congratulate Arsenal for defeating Man U and the young gunners for defeating Wigan. Nice matches. Well Done!

Last week I went to my auntie house at Queenstown. My 13 years old male cousin showed me a ring on his finger. I asked him whether it was a Naruto ring. He told me it was a couple ring. I got really shocked and asked him whether his girlfriend was the girl that he had a crush on a few months ago. He answered no and showed me the neo-prints that he and his girlfriend had taken. The girl is cute, young type. These days kids go into relationship really early and quick. I get to know from my auntie that the girl actually already has a boyfriend so she is a two-timer. I hope that my cousin will not get hurt physically and psycologically in the end. My auntie and uncle had a conversation after knowing about the relationship. My uncle asked whether he should give his son condoms in case bad thing happens. Then my auntie said that it is better that nothing will happen, if not, the girl can sue her son if thing is getting out of control.

My brother is going to Batam with his friends tomorrow till Sunday not for prostitute but for seafood. His friend said the seafood very cheap and there are lots of water sports to engage on. Hope he has fun!

2008-10-20T19:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I was watching a Taiwanese TV show talking about what guys and girls will do after breaking-up. Girls who do not know how to handle things well will normally go to the extreme cases, unlike guys.
Then there were two cases of choosing tarot cards, one was about the emotional percentage after ending a relationship, while the other was about whether the person will get into relationship soon.
The card that I chose for the first case explained that my percentage is 80%. I am mentally stable although emotionally unstable. I will tend to call friend to pour out my sorrows and cry over the phone. (My OS: I think this will be true for me as what I know about myself)
For the second case, it explained that I have high chance of getting into a relationship soon but must beware of being a third-party. (My OS: I will rather not to go into the relationship if that is the case)
Whether the above will be true, only time will tell...

2008-10-19T01:51:00.004+08:00

I really want to scold What The F*** (sorry censor) X 100 (I did scold a few times on the skyride)!!! I think that I am one of the suay-est person in the world today.

I was so anticipating in luge and skyride before trying on them although I have phobia of height. My hands were very tired as I tended to grap very tightly on the handles of the luge. I was very scared about controlling the speed and turning directions. Before I could finish the driving, I was stuck in a very small road. An ant on the hotpan was the best to describe me. I kept trying to move as there were more and more luges behind me. Then I stood up and tried to turn the direction. My feet kena black dirty color. I think that they should put more staffs around the areas in case something bad happen to the drivers along the way. Fortunately, the person behind me was a friendly ABC handsome guy who told me to sit down and try to hold back a bit. FINALLY, IT MOVED! It was also lucky that my front was Kailing because I was bad at braking and kept knocking onto the backside of her luge. If it was a stranger, I would be cursed to death. That incident attracted attention of a lot of people standing above. DAMN PAI-SEH TO THE MAXIMUM!
Since I was so damn suay in that luge, I thought that everything would be alright after that. This time round, it was the skyride. I wanted to challenge myself so I chose to sit at the side. The skyride came so fast for us to sit on and the handle infront was very sudden. After a few seconds, I felt my jeans were getting wetter and wetter. I opened my bag and realised that my waterbottle was opened and flooded my bag. If others were to see my jeans after alighting, they would think that I had wetted my pants because the skyride was so scary. Lucky my bag is an old one and my electronic handphone and MP3 player are still working (They were protected by their pouches as my pouches were damn wet). If not, repair fees will definitely kill me. However, Jinshun handphone without any protection was spoilt (He was damn unlucky to choose my bag to put his items but lucky that he kept another hp on his own when we were having dinner). Also lucky that his thumbdrive was not working so did not matter whether it was wetted. I am still guilty about his spoilt hp although he kept saying that it was okay as the hp was very old and he intended to buy a new one. Please accept my most sincerely apology! I AM VERY SORRY (bow)...I think if it were other people items, I would be dead-meat! As a result that I was so concern about the water case, my phobia of height was off my head until after half of the journey when I felt a bit scared with my eyes opened as it was so high up. I now really can see that Kailing phobia of height is a lot more than mine as she did not dare to look around. I am giving up my waterbottle and might buy a new metal screw cap bottle soon. I hate that kind of insecure capped waterbottle that my mom always bought for me. This is the second water case for me. Why am I so suay with water when I am a pisces?

IN CONCLUSION, MY SUAY RATING 10/10! And if there is any luge/ skyride outing next time, dont bother to jio me anymore. I have gotten phobia of them. Thankyou very much.

I should say things that were nice as well. The chocolate that were given by Angelynn are nice. The satay and hotdog of the dinner were nice. It was nice of Michelle, Kailing and Jinshun to help me hold/ keep my electronic items after the wet case.

Back home, I cleaned my hp, MP3 player and wallet. Also I let my bag, pouches and umbrella to dry. Sianz...

2008-10-10T20:13:00.002+08:00

This month's menstrual cramp was killing me. It was the most painful one in my life. I was in the toilet when I started to feel the pain. So I was like crawling to my room and continued sleeping until the pain went off. Fortunately it only lasted for 30 minutes. I think that I will never want to get pregnant next time because the pain of giving birth should be 100X than that of menstrual cramp.

I want to congrat House for winning the best directing for the last episode in the Emmy Award but was sad that the actor did not manage to win the award.

Another army guy was dead. There was the news of the deaths of a girl and a guy who committed suicide which was very shocking. They still have long lives ahead of them if they are alive as they were only in their 10s.

I watched The Island on Channel U on Sunday. It was directed by Michael Bay and both the actor and actress are popular and hot. I like the story very much as it is about clones of human being. I do not mind having a clone that can help me to give birth but I will not bear to kill the clone after that. I believe that clones of human will succeed in years' time since sheep and pig clones have already been developed. However it is cruel to destroy the clones after they are useless because they are also living human beings.

2008-09-17T20:42:00.002+08:00

Financial crisis has arrived with the annoucement of the bankruptcy of the forth largest bank, X Brothers, as well as the selling of another bank. Their shares have since dropped tremendously while other shares and company have also been affected. More people will lose their jobs especially from those affected company. I suppose there will be more suicide cases. However, life is precious so do think twice before doing anything.

My brother has finally found a job at Baclays which is the sponsor of Barclays Premier league. I hope that he can work there for a long period of time and get free tickets to England to watch soccer matches!

2008-09-15T02:47:00.005+08:00

It is time to make some changes so I changed my blogskin. Shikamura is one of my favourite characters in the Naruto series because of his intelligence. I am also sort of same as him as we both are lazy to bother on troublesome things. The rainy background also describes the weather in this season. I also love the blue layout.

Throughout the months of slacking, I begin to watch Miami Ink on Travel and Living channel which is about tattoo. I enjoy watching the lives of the tattooists and the stories behind those who go for tattoo and of course the tattoo arts. I think that I would never go for tattoo because it seems to hurt a lot. As a result of the show's popularity, there are even LA Ink and London Ink.

In the weekends, I will always watch Green Light Forest (direct translate) on Channel U which is repeated for the second time. This is the first time that I am really into the drama series. The drama series is not that bad but quite slow. I have the urge to watch You're My Destiny as this drama series has the highest number of viewers in Taiwan. After Green Light Forest, I will watch The Golden Path for the second time on Channel 8. I love the story very much and the people acted very well. I wish them all the best in the Red Stars Awards.

I love Jam Hsiao's Forgive Me. I love it when I first listened on the MTV channel. I then realised that it was written by FIR's Ah Qin. He is super talented.

Fortunately this season Champions League is still telecasted on StarHub cable TV. I have heard that MioTv is buying over it for the next season.

There was a naked guy, who sold drugs, jumped down from housing estate and made it to the headline a few months ago. He was actually a very faraway relative of mine but I had never seen him before so my family did not go for his funeral. My auntie passed away in June as a result of her illness. I actually wanted to visit her with my mother in the hospital that day but she was gone before we could even see her. Maybe it was a good relief for her because she did not live a good life when alive. Hope that she is happy in heaven...

There is an increasing number of AIDS cases in Singapore so people must be extremely careful. I have watched a show on Channel 5 about the two true stories of the youngsters. There was one JC girl who gave her first time to her JC boyfriend on their first year anniversary. After a few days, she suffered from some illnesses and began to surf net to check about the illnesses. Then she suspected she got aids and did a blood test. It turned out to be positive. She had since broke up with her boyfriend who was actually the carrier of AIDS. Another one was about a group of boys giving a boy a prostitute as his birthday present. He kena AIDS because of that.

I have donated blood for four times. First was at TP, second at Pasir Ris Community Club, third at Habourfornt Centre and forth at HSA. I could feel the pain for the forth time. I was early for donation for the forth time but my cells counting is sufficient for donation.

I want to congratulate Table Tennis Team Singapore for winning silver medal for the women doubles in the Beijing Olympics as well as the swimmers for also winning gold and silver medals in Paralympics.

Well done Liverpool for being able to defeat Man United. Robinho proved that he is worth the money by scoring the free kick for Man City. Big match between Chelsea and Man United is coming up this weekend. Hope that Chelsea can appeal successfully for John Terry's red card.

I like watching The Dark Knight,Ironman and Kungfu Panda as a result of the action-pact for the first two movies and the humorous parts of Kungfu Panda.

My favourite drama series, House, is having its finale later on and I had watched The Yang Warriors finale just now. I am feeling sad that my favourite shows are ending one by one.

I was disappointed that my favourite band, Dream Factory, did not manage to get back into the Superband competition.

I enjoy watching 7pm weekdays drama series on Channel 8 although it is Malaysia-based because of the story.

First time ever I tried dye-ing and perming my hair. I actually allowed the hairstylist to decide whether to straighten or perm but she said perming is better so as to have a new image. True because if I straighten my hair, my image will be the same as during my first year of Poly. However, I look very old with my new image...

I actually supported France in Euro 2008 because of Thierry Henry. I had never missed any match at all. France performance was quite dissappointing. For the final, I helped to cheer for Spain because my dad and brother betted on Spain.

I went to Sentosa to watch animal show with my family as well as zoo throughout my slacking days. It was hot, tired and smelly when moved too near to land animals such as rinho at zoo. But it was a good experience to see so many live animals at one go.

I worked in XXX company as a part-timer for 6 weeks. I did not like the working environment as my colleagues were so-not-friendly and I had to keep working OT. Super tiring. My considerations of job are 1) location, 2) environment and 3) salary. I took one day leave to go for an interview at XX Hospital for lab technician position but was rejected. I had a difficult time finding the building and had to compete the position with University students. I was shocked to find out that the hospital put up the same position adverstiment a few weeks ago again.

I am anticipating to watch 2 Fast 2 Furious coming up during the weekends on Channel 5. Seems cool. I am also anticipating the first night race two weeks later held in Singapore for the first time. I prefer the Ferrari team to win the race.

A few days ago, I read a news about a student committing suicide. There were also two more deaths a few weeks ago. Is there really no solutions to the problems they faced?

2008-09-15T02:39:00.010+08:00

Hmm since I am so free now, I shall do a recap on some of the happenings in my Polytechnic life.

After getting my O levels results, I was puzzled on where I should head on next. My choices included Meridian Junior College (MJC), Tampines Junior College (TPJC), Temasek Polytechnic (TP) and other far far (cannot remember but should be Nanyang or Jurong) Junior Colleges. My form teacher and tuition teacher encouraged me to go JC. However my results could not get me into MJC and TPJC science option although they are located near to my house. I could get into other science option of some faraway JCs but their locations are just too far away from my house (I did not want to wake up early and travel so far). Furthermore if I could not get into university either from JC or Poly, having a diploma is more well-recognised that A level certificate. Moreover, TP is counted as quite near to my house. So in the end, I chose the best science course in TP as my first choice. Fortunately I managed to get into my first choice out of my three choices.

I was so sad and worried about going for the orientation for the first day. I met up with a secondary classmate who was also in the same course with me but different caregroup. I needed him to lead the way to the lecture hall as I always tend to lose my way. In the lecture hall, I was sitting beside Benjamin, then KaiLing sat next to me on the other side. I felt super bored as I did not dare to talk to either of them and they also did not bother to talk to me. As time goes by, I finally plucked up my courage and talked to Marie and KaiLing. I even spoke english when talking to KaiLing because she seemed like an English-speaking person. It was quite a hardwork for me as my English is always very terrible. Forunately I realised that they are mandarin-speaking after a while later.

I remembered me playing the scissor, paper, stone game with a malay guy in a challenge. I thought that I won so I picked up the pail of water then only realised that I lost after the seniors told me. Then I picked up the umbrella instead but that malay guy poured the water from the top so I was super wet. That made my morale really low. I even got serious sun burnt after sitting too long under the sun at the field watching ball match. My morale became even lower. I was really sad after getting home as I felt that most of my classmates did not seem to be friendly. As I loved chatting online with friends that time, I added all of the people from my caregroup and even chatted with some of them. I also slowly began to blog after being taught by KaiLing a few months later.

For the rest of the days, I met up with KaiLing and Marie at the busstop before lecture time as one lonely person went into the lecture hall seemed quite pathetic to me. Fortunately KaiLing eventually found out that level one was a better place to meet as there are tables and was more quiet after a few months later. A few weeks later, Marie suddenly disappeared from lectures and tutorialS. Chee Leong, Michelle and I thus formed an investigation team to find out what actually happened to her. Lol. We went to her house but nobody was at home so we left a note. And the truth was out after the person called Michelle. Marie also sent me an email saying she was alright, thanked us for our concern and the reasons for going back to her country.

As time passed, Kailing and I, two persons teams, got to know Jinshun, ChaurLee, Angelynn, Benjamin, Celine, Wilson, CheeLeong, ChiLong, Michelle, Micheal, YengTing. Our favourite hang-out place to chat, study, watch movies after lunch should be library's very cold room seven. Yenting left the group but Eugene, ShinFen and ShiHui joined in. It is cool to have two couples developing relationship from the very big group which still continue now.

In the second year, Kailing and I began to mix with new students because break times did not really clash after one course broke into four courses. The most fequent people that we managed to meet for lunch should be ChiLong, Michelle and Eugene. I was not in the same class as Kailing for the two terms. Only the first term of year 3, we were finally allocated in the same class.

It was a fun experience for me during attachment as my supervisor and my course mates are nice although the journey is super far. I was lucky to be able to ride on my course mate's car to and back from the workplace as I live very near to her. If not, I had to wake up super duper early.

Throughout the years, I have a lot of first times. First time organising outings but very few people turned up, skipping lessons (I remember one time three of us from PST skipped lectures to accompany JinShun at the library and gossipped...Lol), sleeping during lessons, copying during tests (I copied JinShun's multiple choice answers because I got 3 tests that day and the day before I gave my support for the guys in the singing competition so I only managed to study for the more important tests), participating in singing competition, playing mahjong (taught in chalet and by my brother), eating coco crunch with milk (also from chalet), staying overnight in chalet.

My moments that were memorable...

Most Risky: During Maths Stats examination, Kailing sat behind me asked me the formula to use for one question. I wrote out and showed her. But later I realised it was wrong. So I plucked out my courage again and whispered to her then showed her my paper. After that, my heart pumped super super fast and fortunately no invigilator was behind at that time and the one infront was not paying attention to us. The only person who caught us was XueFang who was sitting next to me. Lol.

Most Touched and Thankful: Below are the people who are not that close to me but still gave me a hand thus I was very touched by their actions.
1) In watertech module, we had to form groups of 4 to do project. However because I am the quiet type and Pearlyne always helped to speak up during tutorials, I did not know how to approach the others and Pearlyne was not there. During tutorials, Pearlyne and I would always form group with the fixed people. But I did not understand why that time, they just formed among themselves and added Pearlyne into the list on their own. I did approach them in the end but they said they had enough people already. That really hurted me very much. After the tutorial, I smsed Pearlyne and asked her about that. She said she would not abandon me alone. If worse came to worse, she would form groups of two with me.
2) Also involve watertech module. I went up to the usual place for tutorial but found nobody there so I looked around and sat outside to wait for a while. Then Valerie who was in the same tutorial class as me, went up all the way from lecture hall level 1/2 to level 5/6 and told me that the tutor had combined two classes together and held in the lecture hall. I think that she did see me while walking the stairs.

Most Lame: I had chosen modules that were same as KaiLing's but always did not manage to get into the first choice. As I did not want to be alone during tutorial, there were a number of times when I gave up popular cds and took up very unpopular ones so as to be with people that I knew. Examples were giving up food science and nutrition for business chinese, accountancy for another business course and one module for PIPC2. Fortunately, I still managed to pass all those modules.

Most Stupid: 1)I was lost in Bedok after taking the second theory driving test. My brother had actually helped me to check the number of busstops before alighting and changing another bus on the other side in order to reach TP as I had a tutorial to attend. However, I was not sure whether the busstop that I boarded the bus was the first busstop or the next one was the first. Thus leading to calculation error. I kept walking back from the busstop that I alighted as there was no busstop on the other side but could not find any straight trail back. So I suffered under the hot sun trying to find busstop with the bus number. My last choice was to call Benjamin as he lives in Bedok and asked for direction. I realised that by the time I reached TP, the tutorial was already over so I took a bus home instead.
2)I boarded 518 A and thought that the road that it drove was supposed to be the same as 518 but it drove straight to highway. When I realised that something was not right, I asked the passenger next to me and alighted the first busstop after highway. I was thinking whether to take cab home then board bus (stupid thinking). Then I called Michelle and she told me to take cab straight to TP. I was super late for tutorial as a result.

Most Eyecandy: 1)I managed to meet the guy that I admired during my secondary school life on bus 518 to TP and 21 back home, in Mensa canteen and lastly along the walkway to business sch. He is still as cool as during my secondary school life.
2) I also liked a chemical engineering junior's hairstyle who sat infront of me during a lecture. Till now, I still have not see his face yet...Lol

Most Guilty: I left accountancy module for another module so as to be with the people that I knew. Actually Pearlyne was in the same acountancy tutorial class with me but I felt that I was not that close to her. She was very sad when she knew that I transferred out as I was the only person that she knew in that class.

Favourite Songs: From the first time that I have heard Sylvester Sim songs, I really fell for them. I still like listening till now.

Favourite Teacher: 1) Mr Chan because he has no temper although he did not teach very well.
2) PIPC2 tutorial teacher because of his unique ah-beng teaching styles.

Most Unfortuante: 1)I sprained my left ankle twice. First time was playing volleyball while for the second time, I was talking on the phone while walking down the stairs and missed one step in the LT.
2) I slipped from the library stairs and kena big patch black-green on my right thigh.

Most Regretful: For working part time during my year three which caused my GPA to drop.

There were a number of birthday celebrations during the three years. Below are some that I can still remember in alphabetical order.

Angelynn's at chalet and her house with polo tee and hamsters as presents.
Benjamin's at Pizzahut and Kbox with Cyndi's cd as present.
Celine's with bag as present.
ChaurLee's at ITAS with plaster,lollipod and naruto items as presents.
CheeLeong's at ITAS.
ChiLong's at Sakae Sushi with Marie Carey's perfume as present.
JinShun's at Kbox with pencil case and clothes as presents.
Kailing's at business park canteen, music school, Sakae Sushi with purple Japanese pouch and dolphin toy as presents.
Treating Michael at I-cannot-remember restaurant.
Michelle's at Yuki Yaki and Katong with bag and wallet as presents.
Mine at Chai Chee KTV.
Wilson's with angbao as present.

2008-03-22T03:40:00.004+08:00

I have finally finished watching the naruto series that were purchased long ago. My mood turned really good when watching naruto. I am now looking forward to watch nauto new series, shippuuden, really soon.

Last week, I went out on three consecutive days which were on Thursday, Friday and Saturday.

On thursday, I woke up super early and went to ah leong house to play real mahjong after training in wahjong for so long. Although I managed to hu a very few times, I lost almost 10 bucks to the rest. Fortunately, the 10 bucks was within my budget to lose that day. I realised that I really have no luck in gambling with real money for this year. I shall stop that for this year and prepare to win back my money next year! *Guys, better watch out!* *Lol.* Oh ya, the salty dry noodles cooked by leong was tasty because I like food with extreme tastes. *Lol.* We dismissed in the evening as I had to rush back to mop the floor. It was kind of lucky that I had to get home in the evening, because I might lose more money if I kept playing mahjong.

On friday, I met up with michelle in the evening to have dinner at popeyes and to exchange presents with her. *Lol.* Actually we were giving belated birthday presents to each other. Popeyes mashed potato and fries are still as delicious! I really like the pink doggie handphone charm made by michelle. *Thanks for the hard work!* I bought for her a clover-leaf handphone charm. Hope that it will bring success and luck to her! Then after that, we went to the newly opened terminal three to walk around. There were nothing much over there actually. *Lol.* We went home really late.

On Saturday, I just went out randomly with some friends from the afternoon till the night to enjoy food.

As a result of excessive going out, much money had disappeared from my account. However, on the other hand, going out with friends and watching naruto had helped me greatly in forgetting him.

Since I have already decided to give him up, I shall reveal his identity. He was not the hot favourite that some people had guessed. *Lol.* He was just a colleague of mine. I swear that I will never regret making this brillant choice.

I have reached level 10 in wahjong. As what I had mentioned earlier in my blog, I am no longer into wahjong anymore. Even my mom was shocked that it has been a long time since I last played the game. I will not get myself too addicted into something.

Fortunately I managed to pass my DPP. Thanks Miss Chua so much although I did not really say anything during the interview. Maybe my tears had softened her heart and she pitied me.

I do not think that I am going for the graduation ceremony because I do not feel like paying for the attire and my mom is lazy waiting for me to collect the certificate on stage. I shall collect my certificate at One-Stop Centre.

I was actually so anticipated to sit in the new toyota vios on Sunday to have dinner with my parents but my dad had taken back his car in the morning. *A bit sianz.*

I also do not think that I am going to learn driving. Having financial problem so I shall put that aside first.

Last week my parents sort of irritated me.

As the electricity and water bills had rised, my dad was like hinting me to faster go for work to pay for the bills. He also hinted to me that I stayed at home using computer or watching television till very late were like wasting the electricity. I know that I am a slacker but if I really want to work, I am going to find a serious permanent one this time.
I told my mom that I felt like doing some charity work this week. She did not listen properly and asked me why I wanted to do charity work throughout my life instead of working when most of my friends had already started working. She thought that I am just going to do charity without working throughout my life. *Geez.* *Stop forcing me to find job!*

Just now I went to Katong with friends to have lunch at a resturant in the afternoon. The soup, fried squids and cheese cake were beyond my expectations. *Super yummy!* Nice place with nice food although sometimes the chairs might vibrate. *Lol.* Then went for pool. I really noob in playing. In all the games, I was always in the team that lost. *Lol.* Then we went to have ice-cream at Andersens. After that, we walked around in the arcade. *Super depressed that I could not play my favourite daytona and house of the dead 4 when they were infront of my eyes.* The reason was because the games were paid by card, not tokens meaning I have to purchase the card and top-up. Since I seldom go to timezone to play, I decided not to purchase it. There was a guy who invested a lot of time and money on the sweets sweets game and got a lot of sweets and chocolates. *Pretty scary.* After that, we had laksa as dinner. *Nice nice!* Soon after, we went to search for bowling alley but seemed to close down so we played counter-strike instead. It was really difficult for noob like me to aim at targets properly and I kept dying and dying. Each of the games ended very fast. I reached home very late again. *Lol.*

2008-03-14T04:53:00.001+08:00

I need a peace of mind to think about my life...

2008-03-11T20:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my brother really unlucky day. He borrowed my dad's car out to study with a classmate (an adorable girl) at about 11 pm. He has done that a couple of times but I am not sure whether with the same girl. Then at about 12.45 am, he called my dad's handphone and my house phone. My dad knew something bad was happening. He got a car accident. A malay guy drove his car and banged onto my dad's car backside before my brother turned towards Tampines Mart. The impact was so big that the girl in the car injured the back of her head but not that serious. My brother's anger increased when the malay guy came out of the car and asked my brother's friend whether she was alright without even caring about my brother. My brother called my dad to ask for help. My dad asked my brother to request for compensation on the repairing of the car. However because the malay guy's car front was more "jialat", he refused to pay. Then the procedures were really troublesome. My brother had to take photographs of the accident, the road and asked the malay guy for his name, IC and noted down his car plate number. As the cover of my dad's car backside could not be closed, my brother had to drive the car back so that my dad could take up the important documents. My parents went down to tie the back with a string. Although my dad was very angry, he did not scold my brother as the girl was also there. He gave my brother "face". My parents said the girl looks young, beautiful and a good girl type. She is my brother school mates and is of the same age. My brother said she is not his girlfriend yet as he still has yet to decide who to choose. He wanted to sound as if he is a player.

After that, he drove the girl to study at a void deck somewhere near our block till almost 7 am. The girl did come up to our house to use the toilet once and saw me playing mahjong. She said to my brother that she wanted to play with me next time.

In the morning, my dad and brother went to make a report and claim insurance. The car is now under repair but they provide another new toyota vios for my dad to drive for 1 week. The new car is bigger but the front design is uglier when compared to the old version. I am so anticipating to sit in the new car.

2008-03-10T20:29:00.010+08:00

A picture of my attachment company building while I was crossing the road, walking towards the company.

A picture of my birthday cake from emicakes.

I went to dental clinic at Heartland Mall with my mom on Friday to have scaling and polishing processes on my teeth. The whole procedure was quite fast but the dentist did not allow me to rinse my mouth at all through the processes so I swallowed a bit of the stuffs. The taste was like mint but my throat was feeling a bit uncomfortable. After I left, my gum kept bleeding and I tasted blood even when I was having my lunch. I was so happy that the dentist said I did a good job in taking care of my teeth and kept up the good work. She also said that she could only spot two wisdom teeth on my upper jaw. I am already 20 years old but two more wisdom teeth still have not developed yet. The development is kind of slow.

There was something that I was indeed very proud of myself in Wahjong. I managed to get 13 tais on Sunday morning. The highest number of tai that I have ever seen. I was super duper lucky to get 1 flower, 2 fa cai, 2 bai ban, 2 hong zhong, 2 5 wan and 2 8 wan in the very beginning. That was why I hu with 5 wan after pong with all the big tiles. In the end, I got all pong (x3), big 3 dragons (x6), mixed suit (x3) and own flower (x1). When I saw that, I quickly shouted to my brother (he was very "hao lian" with his 8 tais). He could not believe his eyes and took video of that and I even took pictures of such a memorable happening. I dare to say that nobody can get tai that is higher than me in Wahjong. Lol. Evidences are as shown below:

This video shows more clear view of my tiles. (I am unable to watch the video in my blog although I can watch it in blogger.)

The amount of money, experience points and score that I was rewarded as shown on the first column. The person who gave me the last tile to hu got deducted on the money as shown on the last column.

I am still very addicted to Wahjong. There were a few days that I played till 7 am in the morning. However, I have told myself not to be so addicted anymore until I have reached level 10.

I was quite disappointed with Arsenal performance yesterday against Wigan. They should have won the match. Now, I am very worried about the placing. I intend to buy Arsenal jersey once they win the Champions League but I do hope that they can also get the trophy of Barclays Premier League.

2008-03-05T19:48:00.003+08:00

I have been enjoying myself these few days by playing online mahjong expecially when playing with people whom I know. Yesterday, I was playing with Michelle, her sister and JinShun. I managed to win a few rounds because of my intensive training. Furthermore, I got to know some others who added me as friend. There was once my dad helped me to play 3-5 tais match and "hu" with 4 tais. He is super good in mahjong. Farewell GunBound, Welcome Wahjong!

It was my first time watching Champions League for this season. My brother and I were watching the Arsenal's match against AC Milan. AC Milan was actually attacking in the beginning but after a while, Arsenal was totally dominating the game. I think the reason is the youths of Arsenal had more energy than the ageing players of AC Milan. Arsenal had a few precious chances. Fortunately, at the 80 something minute, Fabregas of Arsenal finally scored followed by another goal by Adebayor from the help of Walcott at 90 something minute. Well Done Arsenal!

2008-03-02T18:09:00.005+08:00

My parents did not bring me to Ikea and Courts because I slept till too late. However my dad is going to drive me to Tampines Mart Harvey Norman later because one of my vouchers expired yesterday so I am wondering whether they will still allow me to use it. I really do not know what to buy. A thumdrive?

I was feeling quite tensed up when watching the Arsenal match against Aston Villa. An own goal made me almost vomitted blood but fortunately at the 93rd minute, Arsenal scored. I am not satisfy with the result because Manchester United is now very close in the standing. Arsenal, please do well for the rest of the matches!!!

After watching the match, I was wondering what to do next so I just kept switching channels and saw Naruto on Channel U. Tink! A lightbulb appeared. I realised that I had not watched finish my Naruto vcds yet. Till now, I only manage to watch till episode 197. This means that Naruto can accompany me through a few more nights. I might consider buying the latest season because my mom keeps telling me she wants to watch.

2008-03-01T18:23:00.002+08:00

I have been feeling quite sad but I understand that I just have to let go. I do not like to fight for thing that does not belong to me. I believe that feelings will fade as time goes by. This time,I did not cry because I am no longer the small girl that would suffer easily in these kind of stuffs. I have learnt from experiences.
To avoid thinking too much, I watched 200 pounds beauty and kang xi lai le. Hanna in the movie said to the music producer:"You will never know how it feels in one-sided love!". However I am glad that the music producer fell for her in the end.

Later going to watch Arsenal's match. I hope that Arsenal will not spoil my mood further. Tomorrow I will be joining my parents to Ikea, Courts and Giant. I have never really been to Ikea and Courts before althought they are so near to my house. I only went to Giant a while with another IA student to buy tibits for our colleagues because the next day was the last day of attachment.

2008-02-29T21:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my first time playing the online manjong. I never won any games at all. After playing till 4 am, I was feeling really down to continue so had decided not to play anymore. After I switched off my lappy, my brother asked me when I still had to go to school. I answered him till the graduation day if I managed to graduate. He was super shocked as that meant I would be slacking really long. So he recommended me to find jobs to spend the time wisely as well as to pay for my own driving fees. Maybe I will be searching for jobs next week...see first...

I woke up at 3 pm today and went out at 5.15 pm to go to city hall mrt station to return romantic princess to my supervisor. I had a very short chat with her and she said that the IA student who took over my tasks hoped to have meal with some of the TP students that were attached there. Then I just answered no problem as I thought that I would be super free.

2008-02-28T17:50:00.003+08:00

I am super confused now. I can feel that he has a very bit of feeling for me but from what I have observed, he is like having no feeling for me. Weird weird. There is always a barrier that needs to be overcame. I can actually see that he is happy being around with the others so I would like to wish him all the best and may all the happiness be by his side. Hey angel, you can take a rest first because I have been giving him a lot of chances and shall see what he will do before I step forward.

I would like to thank those who wished me happy birthday and those who actually wanted to wish me but did not know my birthday.
On my birthday, my dad drove my mother and I to have lunch before going Orchard because I had to take my cheque from Kino. Then he drove us to Boon Lay to buy my favourite curry fish head. At last, we went to downtown east to buy a very small cake from emicakes (actually wanted to buy durian one but sold out so in the end, I chose the chocolate one). I shared the cake with my brother and mother before 12 am so that it was still within the day.

The next day was chalet day. I went to angelynn's house to take some stuffs before heading to michelle's house to join michelle and jin shun. Then we went to the chalet by cab.

On the first day, I helped out in barbecuing, eating the food and mango cake brought by Dr Quek. Then some of us played black jack for a short while. I lost 2 bucks.

On the second day, I went to bathe (I loved the flow of the tap very much and lucky the sink was not stuck). Soon after, I drank some vodka coke and learnt to play manjong. Then while watching Saw 4, I napped for less than 5 minutes because I became very red and should be drunk. After watching, I played a while of the PS2 game and got really boring so I went into the room to take a nap (but I could not sleep). Then I went out to play manjong with michelle, kailing and angelynn (it was fun!). After a number of rounds, we went back to nap again (I could not sleep again). I woke up to have bread and green bean soup (cooked by jinshun) as my breakfast. Finally we were out of the chalet in the afternoon to play arcade and ride bikes. Once again, I was the champion of auto Daytona! Lol.
I rode the double person bike with jinshun. Riding bike is just like describing a relationship. In the double person bike, it is good that there is accompany and the one infront is leading the way so there is a need of trust. If one of them is determined to go to another direction, there is no use of riding double bike anymore. However, riding a single bike also has the advantage because it is like gaining freedom as you can ride as fast as you like and in any direction that you want.
I went to nap when back to chalet (I finally got to sleep for a short while). I was awaken by jinshun to have dinner. The dinner prepared by jinshun and ben was not bad and it was the first time I ate the food.
In the waterbomb event, I was so surprised to be one of the finalist of the musical chair. I did not get to be punished by the waterbomb attack but still got hit by water. They actually wanted to set trap for another finalist but too bad the game suddenly ended. However they still attacked him with water.
After bathing, I had a small talk with jinshun and made me really considered thoroughly about my choice. Then I just faked sleeping because almost all of my close friends had slept.

On the third day, I went out and played manjong for a short while before helping out to clean the place. I got attacked by red ants while disposing the litters.

In conclusion, it was fun but sad that it would be the very last class chalet...

From now on, I will only online when updating my blog. I do not intend to change my blogskin as it is the first skin that I have created. I shall train up my manjong skills by playing online manjong when I am not blogging. Starting next week, I will clean the house up, go for jogging and learn driving. I shall continue playing kingdom's hearts after my cleaning tasks have completed.

Tomorrow I am going to city hall mrt station to return romantic princess to my supervisor. Then after that, take the mrt back to home. Quite "bo liao". Lol.

Latest news!!! Show is opening his shop in Far East Plaza at the end of March or early April!!! My brother is super anticipating to buy his branded shirts.

2008-02-23T20:17:00.002+08:00

I went out with my mom yesterday to buy contact lenses and trim my hair. My one-day contact lenses had finally been used up after three years. This time I bought the moist one-day contact lenses as my eyes are super dry. It was quite expensive but I think that i might take quite some time to finish the whole two boxes.

I also went to trim my hair and the hairstylist said that my hair condition was very good. I think the reason is I have never dye my hair before so I might think twice before dye-ing my hair in the coming months.

I have been keeping myself busy as a result of watching Romantic Princess as I need to return the vcds on Sunday. Keeping myself busy can also prevent my mind from thinking about the person so it is actually a great way.

My friend and her friend intend to buy PSP tomorrow and asked me whether I am also interested to buy. After much consideration, and because my family members opposed my idea of buying, I shall give PSP up. Actually since I am always staying at home, I can play my PS2.

I have to reconsider about learning driving because my mom is not supporting my idea.

How I hope that someone would be like nan feng jing lending me his shoulder to cry on as he always lent his shoulder to xiao mai when she was crying in Romantic Princess. I may seem like a strong girl but I am still a very emotional pisces.

2008-02-18T17:31:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my first time joining my gang from my caregroup out to the mission to 'bai nian'.

In the afternoon, I joined some of them to Benjamin's house for lunch. I really like the design of his toilet the moment I stepped inside. Simply simple and cool! There were numerous hamsters in his house. Two baby hamsters caught my attention because they were too adorable! (I had never seen baby hamster in my life before!)

Then off we went to KaiLing's house. The most anticipated program of the day should be gambling as it had been a very long time since I last gambled 21 points with my cousins. On the day before yesterday, I asked my mother how much I could really afford to lose (although I was using my own hard earned money). I actually intended to lose 10 bucks but my mother said it was too little and would finish playing very fast so she suggested 20 bucks, thus I listened to her. In the first 6 games, I won quite a lot. After I became the banker till the end of the day, I just kept losing and losing. I suddenly became super 'suay'. That was why towards the end, I only betted 50 cents. I should have listen to them not to count the money while in the games. In the end, I lost a total of 19.50 bucks. I think that the more you want to win, the more you will lose. Although a bit sad, I still enjoyed myself. I think that next time I cannot be banker anymore. Banker does not bring me any luck. Shall try my luck again during chalet.

The food that were prepared by KaiLing and her family as well as Benjamin and his family were delicious. And Ben's, JinShun's and Kim's driving skills were good. Thanks all!

Fortunately I did not feel any muscle cramp from my NAPFA test yesterday. If not, I would have difficulty in walking around or even sneezing. I now then really feel the effects. I actually should not have gone for the test as my stamina deteriorated when compared to the previous time I took the test. The test was at 7.15 am which made me having to wake up super early and did the 2.4 km run under the blazing sun as they started late. I failed again...Shall train up my stamina after the chalet! I am anticipating a different me after my intensive training. Hehe...

I do not intend to work for the time being as I really need enough rest. So for the rest of the days after my school ends, I shall stay at home to do spring cleaning (because I did not do before Chinese New Year-was too buzy with my project), complete some of my PS2 games, watch soccer matches (I have been missing a lot of matches as a result of project), sleep, rent some nice movies and do intensive training. Wow...there are actually quite a lot of things to do by just staying at home!

I am looking forward to the chalet as i think that it might be the very last chalet of my caregroup so I really cherish the moment to spend with some of my very good friends. Chalet is a good 'channel' to strengthen friendship bonds. And KaiLing is finally staying overnight!

Someone inspired me to write this-'Treasure what you have, do not regret after you lose it!!!' And do not be a coward! Haha...I added the last sentence myself to tell another someone.

Oh ya, Valentine's day was my Chinese birthday. My dad routinely bought me abalone but this year he was the one who cooked abalone mee suan for me instead of my mother because she had to work so she only boiled eggs for me. After my dad cooked finish and put on the dining table, he said 'Happy Birthday'(quite sweet of him to say that). I felt happy for what they had done. Thanks very much!

2008-01-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

It has been a very long time since I last updated my blog. There have been a lot of shocking things happening. One of it was Ah Qin and Faye admitted that they were together and Qin even proposed to her during Chritsmas day. I was super shocked as Ah Qin said before that he would never fall for Faye (What a LIAR!). However, I feel that they are very compatible as they both love music and they have their own talents relating to music. Thus, I sincerely wish them all the best and hope that they will get married soon! I will continue to support Qin provided he can continue to produce good songs.
Although I like Ah Qin, that is only admiration. I indeed have someone in my heart other than my beloved family and friends. In order to protect his privacy, I have decided not to reveal his identity (Haha...like criminal in those police cases). However I do not really get along with him. My caring for him is kind of invisible as I have never show him any concern at all. I still do not know how he feels about me but I am willing to wait for him to confess to me if he likes me provided I do not like anyone at that time. I might consider whether it is the time for committment. I do not want to be the one to confess again (I was actually thinking of writing him a letter), because I am afraid of getting rejection then will feel very paiseh. LOL. I quite doubt that he will confess to girls so maybe I should forget about it and let my love for him to slowly vanish. These few days really makes me feel that it is time to give him up and let him be removed from the place in my heart. If he manages to find his own happiness, I will definitely feel happy for him.
I am a pisces who believe in fate and I shall pass everything to angel and let him/ her to decide my fate.
My supervisor actually wanted to intoduce her godbrother to me but I am not interested to know a stranger. I lied to her that I wanted to think about my future first. I prefer someone who I understand very well.
(Message from the heart)

2007-07-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

Three and a half hours and I will be at Sakae Sushi enjoying my buffet dinner for the first time in my life. I only went there twice with Michelle when I was still working in Papparoti to have set meal. I do not think that I will be very "high" later since I am feeling very tired now after long hours of watching TV and studying for term test yesterday. The thinking that I still have to go work tomorrow makes me feel very "sianz". Hope that I can have the taste of Awfully Chocolate cake later!

Four days countdown to my life in hell...

2007-06-28T03:04:00.000+08:00

Finally got a chance to have lunch with Jinshun, Benjamin, Angelynn, Celine, Shinfen, Shihui and Kailing. We never had lunch together in the third year in school before. It was fun to have lots of people gathering around.

Same number opened for the first and second prizes of the 4D today. The person buying the number is super lucky as it is like 1 in a billion chance to strike for both prizes with the same number.

Having stupid flu now so still thinking about whether to go for the concert on friday...

The vlog is the newest MV of Qin's album. It is a very nice song to listen!

In the youtube that I put up, the guy was actually a challenger in the famous taiwan singing competition to compete with the contestants. When his score is higher than the one he wants to compete with, that contestant will get kick out of the competition. So actually this guy was not exactly a contestant. He sang Cao Ge's betrayal in the video really nicely with his vocal. Do check it out!

0518-超級星光大道蕭敬騰-背叛 PK 楊宗緯-靠岸

2007-06-28T00:46:00.001+08:00

A must watch video of 1 very good taiwanese contestant participating in a competition. His vocal is super good and might be releasing album soon! He's now very popular in taiwan.

2007-06-27T03:39:00.000+08:00

Some shocking news of the week...

Firstly, Henry left Arsenal for Barcelona. I was super disappointed and sad to know about the news. He was the reason that I supported Arsenal. But nevermind, I will still continue to support Arsenal. My 14 HENRY jersey has became a history starting on the day he left. I do hope that Wenger won't leave next season and the Arsenal youngsters are able to do Arsenal proud without the lead of Henry. Why are you doing this to Arsenal, Henry? Haiz...I can only wish him all the best in Barca and Real Madrid has to beware of Barca in the new season.

Secondly, my Loyang Secondary junior, Shawn, was being eliminated. There is nothing much to watch anymore without him. He has the most potential with good vocal. But my bro said that actually all the results of the elimination are planned in those superstar competition and our calls are kinda useless. He added that maybe they purposely allow Shawn to win in the 'Fan Sheng Zhan' instead to make the show more interesting and get more people to vote for him then can earn more money.
Actually I do anticipate some contestants to sing Qin's song but was shocked to hear Marcus singing my that favourite song as it turned me off really badly. He really sang very "funnily".

Thirdly, I did not win Qin's autographed album and photos in the Channel 8 competition. I put my heart and effort to write the answer but weird answers got the prizes instead. Sianz...

Lastly, a famous wrestler died in his house with his family. I saw the news a few hours ago. The news stated that either they were murdered or he killed his family before committing sucide but I do not think that we will ever be able to know the truth behind. He is supposed to come to Singapore for the wrestle performance soon together with the others. However, we will never get to see him ever again. Shall always remember his stunts and do rest in peace man!

I went to take Fang Da Tong tickets because I did not see any queue. With the help of kL, I have got an extra ticket. Michelle said that she is going as well as one of her friends. I am still not sure whether to watch it as my school ends very early on friday and I have to wait for a lot of hours!!! But I am sure that I can definitely sit at the first row if I go for it as he's popularity is not that strong in Singapore although he has a good vocal (cos he's a newbie). What if there are only a few people attending? I think he will be damn sad.

I finally purchased a earpiece for my hp but I went there for 2 times before buying the correct one as I did not see clearly that I actually bought the hands-free talking earpiece (listen with 1 ear only) at the first time. I wanted to listen with both ears since my purpose is to listen to songs. I bought it for 12 bucks.

The New Paper really tempted me to watch "Transformers". They gave 4.5 ticks out of 5 and said that it is a MUST watch movie in 2007. Nobody seems to be interested in the robot movie except for me. It is either that I watch alone or wait for the DVD. Pathetic huh? LoL.

2007-06-16T01:23:00.000+08:00

Above are pictures taken by Michelle on Qin in Scream Party. Thanz!

I don't really know what happen to me recently because I was having nightmare yesterday which caused me to have insufficient amount of sleeping time. I dreamt of myself staying at deserted island (actually my friend knew that but left without informing anybody about my existence) for 2 months and when I finally got back to school, I realised that it was already exam week and was not ready at all...So was feeling rather nervous and sad and really hate my that friend...Then I just woke up and left with 1 hour of sleep before waking up to prepare for going out with friends...
I meet up with lee, tan, and chang to have lunch at vietthai and coffee at coffee bean. The vietnam fried rice is really not that nice and I don't really like the chilli. I ordered Espresso Chip at coffee bean and it is rather nice if you continue to drink it till the end. Very fun to talk to them after not being able to go out together for so many months.
After I got home, I took a nap but dreamt of FIR and woke up soon after that which meant that I only slept for 2 hours. Super tired after that. I have an uneasy feeling about the reason for dreaming so many times within 1 day...

2007-06-14T02:09:00.000+08:00

Trying to search for Qin's themes or wallpapers but can't find. I'm so crazy about Qin that my laptop, handphone and discman always play non-stop hits of Qin's album.

I have eaten a lot of food from pasar malam just now such as candy floss, takoyaki, fish crackers, ramily burger and mee siam which made my stomach very full. Going to eat more stuffs tomorrow cos have to wait very long for a pasar malam to be held near my house. Food is more important than my health for the time being!

2007-06-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

I was trying hard to figure out how to design my own blogskin yesterday but to no avail, maybe because I'm a computer idiot. Haha. But I finally realised that the picture must be uploaded in photobucket in order to host in the blog template. So I uploaded a number of Qin's pictures but the problem is I do not know how to combine them together. So I tried combining them together through MS word but could not overlap. Therefore I used MS powerpoint, BUT the file is not accepted by the photobucket. OMG. That's why I have no choice but to host one of the pictures as the blogskin image. I did not change other stuffs from the previous blogskin template so I still put up the previous credits. Actually I only get to learn about the uploading of pictures after one day of investigation.

Yesterday while searching for Qin's pictures through web, I came across a Channel 8 contest to win Qin's autographed album with photos of him in Singapore. Hope that I can win the contest since I was trying very hard to write a composition about the magical power which I want to have. Going to buy Teenage magazine to participate in the contest to win his drawing soon!!!

Pasar malam is finally opened today!!! It is just below my block...So convenient!!! I love the tea leaf egg and ramily bunger!!!

2007-06-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

--->Drawn by Qin in his score of teaching how to play "ji de ai" in his album
--->More drawings from Qin in his score
-->After opening the album
--->The front and back of the album
--->Sodagreen in the concert
--->Sodagreen again
--->The ticket
--->The view of Sentosa while on the train

Shall upload more photos especially Qin's after Michelle send me...

Have been busily working and studying for the past 2 months, that's why did not have time to blog. And I can't quit my job cos have signed 6 months contract. Have to tolerate for 4 more months. My schoolwork has deteriorated since the school reopened especially can be seen in my PMT term test which I actually failed. I have become very lazy and get tired easily.

Working in Kinokuniya have been very stressful for me especially for the first month when I would always cry after I reached home because I tended to make mistakes everytime and get scolded...Worse still, there was once when I cried infront of my senior and scared her (I actually wanted to cry in the toilet but there was a long queue and I could not "tahan" anymore so I cried in the locker room). Now I'm already immuned to their scolding. Yesterday I even got scolded by an ang-moh customer and I just heck care. Oh ya, I saw Eugene as well as Alex Pham with his gf yesterday. Eugene was so shocked when I called up to him and he thought that I was serving SIP...haha...Alex Pham's gf is very pretty!

I passed my ftt a few months ago but shall drop my driving lesson for the time being (since I'm broke and trying to earn money to pay for it)...Will take up maybe after 1 year...

There was once my brother asked me 2 primary school maths questions because he forgot how to solve for his tuition student...and I was so proud when I managed to solve them...LOL...I'm not really a loser afterall...

While on the way to Changi Airport with Kailing and others a month plus ago, a policeman came up to the bus to look around. After he walked away just a few steps, I asked Kailing "people would really put bomb meh"...And that shocked Kailing and the others because I might get questioned...But in the end, I was safe...That's the bad thing for not catching up with the latest news...

I have fallen for Britney's Curious perfume...I just love the smell...But since I'm going to buy PSP, I shall drop the idea of buying the perfume for the time being...

Last Friday, Kailing, Michelle, Kailing's friend and I went to Sentosa for "My paper scream concert" (cos Kailing and I both won the tickets)...I went there especially for Qin, Sodagreen and Cao Ge. We reached at about 5 sth pm and managed to stand at the first row...After watching the whole concert, I feel that all the performances are excellent. Actually I was very calm in the beginning, but when Qin appeared, I was like crazy and waving, jumping to the songs. What really made me overjoyed was when Qin looked into my eyes and waved to me (cos I was waving to him)...OMG OMG OMG...I could not concentrate on studying and sleeping for the next few days..I'm just a typical pisces who likes to live in dreams...He just attract me into his eyes...Because of this, I went to purchase his album and keep listening to his cd whenever I'm stuck in the bus or MRT...His album is the second cd that I bought from birth since Stella Ng first album...His songs can really brighten up my days...I don't regret buying his album as all his songs are just too nice and almost all of it are entirely composed and written by the talented Qin. I just love seeing him in MVs especially the moment he played his electronic guitar(The way he concentrates). I regret not going to his autograph session but I really needed to study for my test the next day...How I wish to shake his hands...I'm still deciding whether to buy the upcoming FIR album and go to their autograph session as well as to their end-of-year concert though I just wanna see Qin. I have been too addicted to him that it is a must to go to his blog everyday and give a comment for his every entry. A few days ago, I was so lucky to hear his song the moment I tuned in to 933. Actually Sodagreen and Cao Ge sang better than Qin in the concert but I just like Qin... :P

I have never hate someone so much...And I just hate speaking on phone with that person...I don't understand why can't he/she feels that I'm trying to avoid his/her call these few days...Actually I can give a good listening ear but I just HATE people repeating his/her words OVER AND OVER AGAIN and also insulting others FOR 1 HOUR..I really don't give a damn to whatever happens to him/her...Whenever I picked up his/her call, I wanna scold vulgarities (I did scold very softly last week while on the train back after the call cos it spoilted my mood after I happily watched the concert)...PLEASE STOP CALLING ME!!!!!!!!!!! AND DO I NEED YOUR PERMISSION TO SLEEP??? THE MORE HE/SHE HATES ME SAYING THAT I WANT TO SLEEP, THE MORE I WANT TO SAY THAT INFRONT OF HIM/HER!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Sorry that I'm a bit crazy all because of that person...

2007-03-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

My very last outing with friends was at the Taka's Seoul Garden which has been a month. My reason for not going out is because the amount of money in me in total is only less than 100 bucks which is only enough for 4 months of my HP bill and then I'll just "pop" with no money at all. And I never saved my "ling yong qian" at all as I don't like the guilty feeling. Therefore, I have been searching for jobs really hard through calling and sending my resume to more than 10 companies. The pet lover centre in Tampines called me but I did not take the job because though I can work on weekends, I cannot possibly commit 1 or 2 days of my weekdays for the job when school reopens. That is why their job advertisement said "Students need not apply". All the other companies did not reply me except for Kinokuniya. I was called up for an interview and my mom took off to accompany there since I'm a direction idiot. I had to bring my certificates and the interview was SUPER serious. When I went into the room, I was so damn shocked to see 5 people as the interviewers and they asked those CSAS 4 questions such as "What can you tell me about yourself". I just came up with trash since I did not prepare beforehand as I did not expect that at all (cos I only applied for part-time job)! Some of them just shaked their heads. The most scary part was when they came out with 10 maths questions for me to mental calculate and I skipped about 2-3 questions with 8 not-so-confident answers. How I wish I could use my calculator!!! When I thought that I could not be chosen, to my surprised, after that interview day, a person called me up to come down again so as to discuss with me about the job. I'll be working on Saturday and Sunday for $6 per hour and 8 hours per day for 6 months meaning I still have to work when school reopens. My friend told me that I definitely cannot cope with my projects as he tried that before. Actually I'm quite afraid about that as well as there may be some stupid school stuffs on Saturday. I can only just pray hard that all my Saturdays will be free of school!!! I must be able to plan my time properly and I'm willing to take up the challenge for the sake of money (If not, I cannot go out anymore and also I should feel honoured to defeat the others for the job!). But I'll delay taking my driving lesson to the last term as I don't want to stress myself too much.

For that 1 month of staying at home, I was still enjoying myself by keeping myself busy with "Naruto" and "Kingdom's Hearts". Kingdom's hearts is a very very very easy RPG, thus I like it very much as I can complete very easily. And My bro and I are now very addicted to the anime "Naruto"!!! We have been crazily watching from 50 episodes onwards which my bro borrowed from his friend long time ago. We are kind of late to be crazy about "Naruto" (cos the new season already started) but my bro is worse as he's already 23 year-old and now still watching anime? Lolz! I really love "Naruto" especially after watching the first movie which made me realised that "It's so COOL!". My bro finally managed to borrow the first 50 episodes from another friend and I have been watching that for the time being. At first, I like Sasuke very much because of his appearance but after watching so many episodes, I realised that I prefer more on Shikamaru for his intelligence and Naruto for his ninja attitude. Though it is an anime, there is 1 very important moral value that was being taught " Believe in yourself and never give up" and there are a few sad scenes when some of the ninjas sacrified their lives for their village. So it is a nice anime after "Death Note". I respect the artiste and author of both animes!

2007-03-15T04:52:00.000+08:00

Things don't go so well these few days and I have started to feel that I'm further and further and further away... The stress, hatred are slowly developing and I'm starting to think maybe I really don't belong there...I know that a lot of people hated me for my character especially some as I can feel strongly through a lot of ways but sometimes, there must be a reason for whatever things a person is doing. I really have nothing much to say though kind of sad when I read my classmates' blog about how happy he is that he had found those important to him. Maybe it's all my fault and I'm sux...I'm not really worth for anything and don't know how to be a good person...

2007-03-15T03:12:00.000+08:00

Happy belated birthday to my favourite Real whose birthday was on the 11st of March. I'm so happy that my horoscope is the same as he's as well as Ming Dao's but i'm not as talented as them. Real is even going to released his first indpendent album very soon. I have listened 2 of the songs in his album from the MTV channel and feel that the songs are very nice! So shall hope for the best of the sale of his album.

Pretty sad that Arsenal is already out of Champions League, FA Cup, Carling Cup and impossible to win the title of EPL. Since I'm a loyal supporter, I'll still definitely stay up late to watch the Arsenal match against Aston Villa showing later and hope that Arsenal can beat Villa!

I was woken up by the messenge of my results at 1.59 pm (was watching the match between Man U and the European Team till 6 am which really disappointed me). Once again, no A with lots of B+s, C+s and even a D+. But this is what I truly deserved because what you ripe is what you sow (My bro keeps telling me that and insulting me for getting this kind of results). I still do not know my GPA yet as my laptop and desktop disallow me to sign into my account but I'm pretty sure that my results will pull my GPA downnn to the bottom of the cliff.

I really love seeing Wu Chun starring in "Hua Yang" cos he is just too attractive! He even defeated Jin Chen Wu to be crowned the prettiest guy voted by the Taiwanese. I like a phase from the drama series " The beauty of love comes from the unspoken feelings". From my experiences, I agreed Ella who said that having a crush on someone is "more sweet than being sad". If you have a crush on someone and he/she also has a crush on you, you can enjoy the accompany of that person but if you confess, you will never know whether things will change or the relationship will last. As a result of the lessons that I have learnt, if I ever fall for someone again, I will never confess cos failure might occur.

These few days, I have been staying up late watching Constantine, Butterfly Effect, I Robot and Ella Enchanted (Those old movies vcds were found in my bro's room). The graphics of Constantine is pretty cool but the ending is kind of funny. The story of Butterfly Effect is interesting and it teaches us that no matter what you want to change in the past, there is no way to get a happy ending so just move forward and never regret on whatever you have done. I Robot is not that bad but Ella Enchanted is really a typical fairytale for kids.

I'm still jobless now as most of the jobs do not want temporary full-timers. Although I told some of the employers that I might be able to work 1 or 2 days on the weekdays when school reopens, I feel really guilty as I'm actually not sure whether my timetable will allow me to commit my time to work. So I have to give up on doing some things or even restrict myself from going out. I'm so poor that I have to borrow money from my dad to pay for my driving lessons. Sianz...

2007-03-08T05:03:00.000+08:00

The last picture of my previous post is not my present. That is actually the best picture that I have taken using my handphone showing a crystal Christmas tree at Bugis during Christmas period.

2007-03-08T04:02:00.000+08:00

For the past few weeks, I have been crazy about a top US series "Heroes" showing on Star World. I even watched the 5 hours marathon on Sunday just before the Exam week (But was really guilty while watching it)! Though there is no subtitle provided, I can still roughly understand how the story goes but difficult because the actors and actresses speak really fast.

I realised that one of my course mates also gets the same handphone as me but her's is the blue colour version. After looking at her handphone, I was so happy that I have the pinkish one because the base colour of the blue version is white which is not that compatible with reflective surface but mine is silver. Silver is more compatible so I am lucky that Starhub only sells pink version.

Although I am having PDL now, I still do not intend to learn driving as a result of serious financial crisis in me. I shall wait till I have enough money to pay for all the lessons.

First time ever that I had lost one of my angbaos during the Lunar New Year which seriously spoilt my mood. I even broke down while in Vivo City with my family. That angbao design was really very cute and each cousin actually got the different designs and I really loved mine. However, I have finally get over to it.

I am glad to receive birthday wishes from Michelle C, Winda from Australia, Wei Chong, my cousins Li Juan and Li Min, Aunt Irene, Michelle T, Angelynn and Benjamin. And was pretty surprised to receive presents from Aunt Irene, Dad, Brother, my cousin Xiao Wei. Thank you all!!! Below are the the presents...Bro's angbao, Dad's abalone+bird nest, Xiao Wei's bracelet, Aunt Irene's chocolate <<<

2007-02-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

Woo...it has been almost a month since I last updated my blog...Sorry for the MIA...I was too busy with the projects (I would choose to sleep whenever I had the free time).

Played a fighting match of FF 7 from my classmate's PSP on Friday and that really tempted me. So after I reached home, I quickly on my dusty PS2 and played Kingdom Heart 2 for about 2 hours (The set's a bit sot-sot liao). The satisfaction of playing the game was unexplainable. I still feel like playing it during the weekends but my mom wants me to study. Shall "ren" for 1 more month before continuing the game...Arghhh...

Have to MIA for 1 more month till the examz end...

2006-12-17T18:35:00.000+08:00

I have finally gotta rid of my term tests!!! Have been safe and sound for the year 2006 so I just went to the temple with my parents for thanking...

Going to get my new handphone tomorrow from my dad as he will be helping me to get it at Funan (He has to go there for work). I have actually booked it just now. As the system was down, I could not get it at once. I went so so far to buy 1 handphone because Funan has opening special yesterday and today. My handphone is cheaper by 30 bucks than the original price but still quite expensive for me so I'm wondering whether I have did the right thing to buy it. There's no earpiece and no other free stuff to come with it. Once again, I bought the pink colour one though I prefer blue colour. The reason is that starhub only provide them with the pink colour stocks. I already have pink pencil case, water bottle and wallet though I don't really like pink colour (All because there were no blue colour for all the stuffs that I bought)...Maybe I'm fated with pink colour?!
I'm really afraid that I'm too rush to buy the handphone and might regret. I also hope there will not be any roadshow special or year end sale. If there's roadshow special or year end sale a few days later, I'll really vomit blood ar!!!

2006-12-08T14:35:00.000+08:00

Quite surprised when I was watching project superstar's result show yesterday...

Actually I thought that Averil and the last female contestant would be eliminated (I don't really like the last female contestant to the extend that I can't even remember her name..hehe...Her vocal is just so fake while for Averil, I feel that she has improved a lot but if really have to kick out 1 more, I will choose Averil cos Dawn and Michelle did perform better than her) [And now then I know that Averil was from Tp]...Though Dawn is from Music Clinic (Fang Zhong Hua's student), I don't think she deserved to be eliminated.

As for the guys, I still can't believe that Daren was being kicked out. Yesterday when he sang Jacky Cheung's song, I kept "receiving electricity from his eyes" (almost got electric shock)...He has the x-factor with the best "wu tai mei li" and his vocal is good...I don't deny that Jon is handsome but to me, Daren is really more attractive than Jon. Le Sheng deserved to get through as he sang Very Well. The reason for Jon not being eliminated may be due to those "xiao zao bo mei mei"'s as well as his rich parents' votes.

2 more Music Clinic's students got kicked out -Dawn and Daren.

And ya, my brother was also in Tv as one of Jeremy's so called supporter cos he went on monday from 9 pm till 11 pm to watch the live show of the guys' round. He knows Jeremy so can easily get the ticket. But since Jeremy was being eliminated yesterday, he would never get to watch it live anymore unless there's "fan sheng zhan". But when I watched it yesterday, I did not get to see my bro at all though he said he saw himself on Tv for just a few seconds

Have heard some comments about my 2 classmates' characters namely S and D (trying to protect their privacy..hehe). But so far, I feel that they are alright...Shall observe them for some more time before I can really believe what others have said...

2006-12-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

Let me have an update of some interesting stuffs for the past few weeks before my napping time!

1) First time ever I rushed for bus 21 with Michelle and Yun Fang. It was quite funny because they are using concession so they actually did not have to run for the bus. But for me, I did not buy the concession thing so no choice. I want to emphasize that the bus driver is really good. When he saw us running, he slowed down the speed of the bus to "pei he" us. And when we got up of the bus, he still asked us whether there were anyone still running. I was really out of breath when seated in the bus.

2) Was watching "Say I do" on Channel U. That was the episode about a girl who wanted to confess to a guy whom she knew for 10 years and had a crush on him for 5 years. I thought that it would be a success since it was shown on Tv. But to my surprise, she did not succeed. That guy rejected her by saying " You are my very good friend". There goes the heartbreak of the girl. I doubt they can really remain as normal friends after that as there would definitely be some kind of embarrasment exist within them. And also, all their friends already knew it by watching the Tv. My brother, the expert, said that the best way to reject someone is to say that he or she is your very good friend.

3) While on the way home in the bus, I saw a couple who were trying to cross a puddle of water. And I was thinking "hmm...how are they going to cross over?" Then I was so shocked to see that guy piggy-back his girlfriend and walked through the water. I was like "Wow....so noble". That guy is really sweet!
There was another case of a guy doing something sweet to his girlfriend. As the sunlight was pointing towards the faces of them, the guy simply holded his file up to help cover his gf's face. This is sweet but the champion is still the first guy. No one can beat him!

4) I received my second warning letter for not attending a tutorial. At first, I was looking at the study guide and thought that there was no tutorial for that week. But in case, I asked my schoolmates and they also did not really know. So I just followed the study guide. I would normally wake up 2 hours before school no matter what time the school starts. While I was preparing for my 3 pm tutorial, my 2 classmates smsed me to tell me that there was the 2 pm tutorial but I hecked care because if I rushed there, I would definitely be late. So I continued to have my lunch and went for the 3 pm tut. But as I am a very good student, I attended another class's same tut on another day so as not to miss out anything. HeHe... (The teacher changed the study guide thus the previous one is not valid anymore.)

5) First time ever I beat an egg and cooked instant noodle successfully. Quite proud of myself for finally knowing how to beat an egg without the shell being dropped inside.

6) I realised that Fang Zhong Hua, one of the judges of project superstar, is not a fair one. He always gave his students higher marks than the rest of the judges. But even though he did that, quite a number of people from his music school got eliminated so I was happy.

7) I had fallen for a Chemical Engineering year 1 guy's hairstyle. He sat infront of me in the lecture hall and has the best styled hairstyle I have ever seen. Even KaiLing agreed with me. Was trying to look for him just now but too bad he did not enter the main LT. Quite tempted to see his hairstyle...LoLX...And I still do not have the chance to see his face but feel that he should be those pretty boys type. Shall see next time. KaiLing said he not bad looking...Anxious Anxious!!!

8) My classmates said that one of the guys from AB27 is quite handsome during our lunch break and that really made me and KaiLing almost puke our food out because we were very shocked! I think that he would be overjoyed if he knows that...Haha...Hint: He is from our group.

9) Will be having a Christmas party with my relatives on the 23rd but should be boring...
My classmates and I have already planned for the coming Christmas celebration. We will be going to a musical at Victoria Theatre organised by my classmate's church on 24th Dec. Then we will exchange presents and might go for turkey or logcake...Quite looking forward!

2006-11-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

SPIDERMAN 3 - second trailer!!!!!

This's a longer version! Better that the previous short one...

2006-11-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

Spiderman 3 - preview

A must watch movie for next summer!

2006-11-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

What an unluncky day for me in school!!!
First's up: My harddisk really drove me crazy today...I went to the 1) EasyPrint
2) Library at level 1
3) Cyber Centre
And inserted my harddisk into a total of 14 holes but all the computers did not manage to sense the presence of it. I was like "an ant on the hot pan" as I really suspected that my harddisk got something wrong. My brother would definitely kill me once I tell him that it has became spoilt as there are TOO MUCH stuffs in it. And I don't wish to repair it as not only that I have to pay for the price, the data would also get destroyed. Most importantly, he won't allow me to bring the HD to school to print notes anymore. BUTTTT, all thanks to Eugene and Michelle for saving my life. After I asked Michelle for help, she was trying very hard to figure out what was wrong with it for about 45 minutes. Suddenly Eugene and she thought that maybe there was something wrong with the cable. AND IT WAS RIGHT! THE CABLE WIRE WAS LOOSE!!! Hoo, at that moment, I was like having a "stone being put off my body"! Once again, THANKYOUS! I have also wasted KaiLing's and YunFang's time to accompany me to those 3 places so wanna say sorry! "Sorry for wasting all of your precious time!"

Second's up: When I was sitting on the toilet bowl, it suddenly activated the water to be flushed out and washed my bottom! Yucks and suay lah! It's just too sensitive!

Third's up: I stayed back for school to finish off my assignment that is supposed to be passed up on Monday before 12 pm. At first, I did not think much till KaiLing and I were talking about Monday's schedule. So I was thinking that since I only have to attend school at 2 pm, I'm not going to go school so early just to hand in that pathetic piece of worksheet. So I decided to hand in today. (The suay thing was that actually I didn't have to stay back today and could go home for nap if I finished it at home yesterday but I thought that on the day of that dateline, I would have to come to school at the usual time, 9am, so I was like heck care about it.) So I brought the assignment to do during Molecular something lectures (For Vet Science, BioMolecular Science and BioMedical Tech) just to have an experince of what it is like to be in a lecture that I don't have to pay attention to (The lecturer also did not bother about me doing else things in the hall). Lucky I felt like bringing that assignment today and had already jot down my answer in pencil in the papers so I just had to rewrite with pen. The lecture was chim and the lecturer pronounced the word "DNA" in a very funny way!

I was so superstitious to believe that because I did not wear my "Tian Zhu" necklace today, thus unfortunate things had happened to me. I had been wearing it since 2005 and was the first time to take it off yesterday. Better to wear it than to be sorry!

My new mission in life is : To have enough sleep!

2006-10-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

*Yawn* So so tired after lectures from 9 am till 4 pm with one hour break...Then after that, I still got the full 2 hours CSAS 4 tutorial. But fortunately, I just have to go for 2 hours and 3 hours of lectures tomorrow and on Thursday respectively! Yesh!

2006-10-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's night, I was so worried for that puppy, thus I went from the 1st floor of my block all the way up to the 12th floor. I saw no sign of it. Either it has been taken in by a family or killed by people. Of course, I won't think of the latter.
While sleeping, I dreamt of the puppy staying in my house and realised that it isn't easy to take care of pets especially dogs. So maybe I have chosen the right choice for not bringing it home...

At about 9+ am, I was awaken by my classmate who smsed me asking about how to get notes for business elective. And I replied her very clearly then got back to sleep. But she woke me up again at 10+ am by calling and saying that she didn't understand. I was pretty 'pek chek' at the moment as I really wanted to sleep peacefully. Today, I only went for a pathetic 1 hour tutorial at 2pm. While on the bus, I had a serious headache (Not enough sleep for me) and was perspiring like hell. But was feeling better after I alighted from the bus. As I didn't have the initiative to interact with my new classmates, I stood at one side quietly alone waiting for the tutor cos that friend whom I was meeting with was very late. I'm too introvert le! In the first week of my tutorial, I would always feel very sad and lonely. Just don't know why...

2006-10-29T18:59:00.000+08:00

Had finally received the DN stuff yesterday...Was so so happy!!! The file is really cool and the phone chain is of the picture of L. As I can't bear to use them, I shall keep them till I die.

Yesterday was a lucky day for me. As my mom was throwing rubbish into the rubbish chute at the lift there, she spotted a puppy with a ribbon on it's head. The puppy was like following her. When my mom was opening the cover of rubbish chute, the puppy sat down patiently and waited for her. My mom was so scared that she went down a floor to the 4th floor from the stairs there and came up at the other stairs to be back in the house. After she told me and my bro about that, I quickly went to the lift there but didn't see it. So I went down to the 4th floor. When it saw me, it followed me and I quickly went back to tell my bro. It followed us to the outside of our house. My mom did not allow us to go into the house as the puppy would definitely go in too. So we were thinking about what to do with it. Meanwhile I stroked it and its tail was like wiggling. Very cute! When we instructed it to come here with hand gesture, it would listen to us and follow our instruction. My mom took out a basket, newspaper and bowl of water to be put outside. Though we knew that it was hungry, we did not have any dog food at home. So it walked away in search for food and we quickly went into our house. It returned back, walking back and forth and lying around. I really feel like bringing it home but my parents won't allow me to do so and somemore, it has an owner. Really have no choice but to say good-bye to it. After 30 mins, it went off and never came back anymore. However, we still leave the stuff outside for it to rest on in case it wanna comes back again. Hope that it has managed to find it's owner back...
It has really been a long time since I last played with a puppy. That was when I was in Secondary 4 at my tutor's house. She had a puppy too.

2006-10-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

I have finally managed to change my elective subject to PIPC 2. Same lab and tutorial class with KaiLing!!! Hope that I can catch up with the lectures cos I had already missed the first 3 lectures. Shall ask KaiLing when I'm in doubt...Must help me leh! Hahax...
I just love changing and making teachers headache!!! HEHE!

There are also changes in my whole timetable. I have 1 tutorial and 2 labwork same as KaiLing's class. That means I'll have to run between my own class as well as KaiLing's class...Hahax...First time experience for me!

And I have won freebie from "Death Note"!!! Actually that person called me at 11.14 am but I did not know. I happened to look at my phone at 11.41 am and saw the missed call. Lucky I felt like calling that person, if not, I would never get to know that I have won the second thing in my life...If the freebie is really the "Death Note" notebook, I'm going to write the names of those people whom I hate...Beware! WAHAHA...

Yesterday I only managed to sleep for 3 hours. So at the very last lecture for today, I dozed off and didn't know what was happening in that lecture...
No school for me tomorrow so I shall sleep till I have insomnia!!! H0oray!!!

2006-10-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to watch "Death Note". I shall give it a 7/10 because some parts of it did not follow the comic closely (Maybe as a result of time constrain). I'm wondering where will part 2 possibly end...hmm...Will it be when 'someone' die or when new people appear? No matter what, there would definitely be part 3 or even 4 depending on how they are going to cut short the actual story (Cos the whole comic is TOO long). I actually prefer anime to comic to movie.

Was trying to change my elective. Reason is pretty easy: Can't be together with my friend. For my past 2 cds, I did the same thing. I gave up cds that people wanted to get in and chose 'cold door' (Please read directly in Chinese) cds so that I could be with my friend. This time round, I want to give up 'Retail Management" and a lot of people are willing to swore with me which make me feel really puzzled to what is so nice about "Retail"?...I think maybe I don't treasure and appreciate good things that are given to me. Am I stupid and lame? If I really get into PIPC2, but is in the tut class with Chemical Engineering student, I will rather not to change at all. So now I shall wait to see what will my timetable turn out tomorrow...

Oh ya, let me share my experience of being a loner in the lecture hall. I was alone sitting at the very side of the hall while the rest of the students were with their friends. At the very first hour, I was thinking "what the hell am I doing in Poly?". I was beginning to regret and regret. Then at the second hour, I had no choice but to listen attentively to the lecturer. The feeling was like dying...

2006-10-23T03:23:00.000+08:00

Arsenal had won a glory victory over Reading which is really great!

I was also watching F1 car racing just now. Mainly because of the influence from my bro. He supports Ferrari especially the driver, M.Schumacher, since primary school. It was the last race of the season which was held in Brazil and was a very exciting one. There were some really excellent overtaking skills by M.Schumacher of Ferrari who is retiring after this race but unfortunately did not manage to win as a result of some problem. But nevermind, I will always remember this legendary man! Hope that the newbie will continue to do Ferrari proud!

Finally finished the DeathNote comic within 11 days! Shall not give any spoiler here but it is quite sad towards the end. My rating for the comic is 9/10 as the writer of the story is so so intelligent to think of all sort of things and the artist drew the characters really nice! The 1 point that I didn't give is because I don't understand some parts of it...:p..Too profound for the brain of mine...

Now reading another comic "Is" but my bro only has book 1-8. He borrowed them from either his secondary school or JC classmate and forgot to return to him..Haha..So they are he's already!
May I know is there anyone out there who has book 8 onwards? Thankyou!

Got to go back to the disgusting place on Wed...Sad lah...Nobody can really understand my sadness to be back there...

2006-10-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

Aren't the pictures of Z610i nice? Haha...I love this blue phone to the core...I have been checking online on the features as well as the price of this phone. Yesterday I saw the price to be $298 with 2 years plan...It's a 3G phone but I doubt that I'll use that function...Hahax...If I really buy,
I must really take very good care of it as the surface is prone to scratches and stains...And must do regular cleaning...What's bad about it is that there's no camera light and FM radio. Other than that, it has whatever it takes to be "more than a normally function" phone. Shall calculate my budget le...I don't know how much will it be to trade in my funny phone...Actually I can sign a new 2 years plan now but have been waiting for the price to drop further. So either I will use prepaid card for the time being and wait for the price to drop or sign the plan and buy it. My bro told me to wat till year end cos there will surely be year end sale...Ok lah...I shall wait...

2006-10-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

I shall blog more when school reopen as I really have no mood (cos school's starting VERY SOON!)...The school is so free to reorganise us into different classes again. This time round, I'm alone in the class and Kai Ling's in the same situation. But actually I can count myself lucky not to be in the same class as a person because I feel guilty that I was wrong at the first place. Hope that I'll be lucky again in year 3.

Just finished my cup noodle after I went back home from Marina Square. Later I must eat a lot of fruits as my throat isn't in good condition (Should be as a result of eating too much "Famous Amous"). Went there to eat lunch and sing K to celebrate Jin Shun's 18th birthday. I don't know whether did we manage to surprise him when he came in and saw Michelle and me in the room. Oh ya, we almost lost the cake before going to K. Played "House Of The Dead 4" again with Michelle. We had improved alot by managing to get into the second stage! The game's really fun and exciting!!!

On Monday, we celebrated Angelynn's birthday. I was the spoiler for the surprise! Went to her house to eat the cake and then travelled to PS to have lunch, to Singapore Shopping Centre to play pool (But I did not touch it at all as I was more interested in my comic). I went home after that without joining them for movie as "Silk" isn't my 'cup of tea'. Heard from some of them that "Silk" is not really a nice movie. Heng I didn't watch! Lolx!

"Death Note", I'm coming!!!
Back to Death Note Book 11!

2006-10-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

These days, I have been very engrossed with "Death Note". Finished 5 books...7 more books to go!

2006-10-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

My brother has successfully managed to borrow all the 12 books of "Death Note" from his friend. His friend really treats his comics very well as there are plastic covers in all the books...Must be very careful when reading them...
It has been 10 years since I last touched a comic which was "Doraemon"...Have just finished reading the first book of "Death Note" within 1 day but I cannot go on to the 2nd book as my brother is reading it now. I shall read it after he has finished reading. Some parts required me to think a while cos I could not really get it...Hahax..But overall is quite interesting. I had also watched the first episode of the anime. I don't know the reason why the story is not really the same as the comic...

Yesterday's Hallmark Channel's 3 am movie "Ann Rule's: The Stranger Beside Me" is really nice! Worth to sacrifice my sleep for it!

2006-10-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

If I have a Death Note, I'll immediately write my name on it and cause of the death will be "sleep to death". But too bad it doesn't exist in real life at all.

Yesterday's news of the day would be about Christopher Lee. He was caught hitting a motorcycle and running away plus tested with unacceptable level of alcohol (I don't really know how to describe). Let's see whether he will be sent to jail...My opinion is that since he's a celebrity, the police will definitely close one eye so only his license will be confiscated.

2006-10-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, the trailers are being uploaded after 2 days!

Happy Lantern Festival to everyone! Do enjoy the full moon tonight with mooncake and tea!

2006-10-05T14:58:00.002+08:00

World Trade Center

This is the "World Trade Center" trailer. Very sad de! Do check it out! It seems to be a very very recommended movie!

2006-10-05T14:58:00.001+08:00

Death Note 2 the last name - trailer (long ver.)

Here's "Death Note 2 The Last Name" trailer. Sorry that I could not find 1 with subtitle de...The loading is very fast too! Do enjoy both trailers!

2006-10-05T14:58:00.000+08:00

Death Note Movie Teaser(Singapore)

Here's "Death Note" trailer in Singapore. Don't worry if you do not understand their language as there are both Chinese and English subtitles provided! The loading is also very fast!

2006-10-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

They have brought forward "World Trade Center"'s showing date to 6 Oct.

Was playing "House Of The Dead 4" with Michelle. Why din I throw the 3 bombs at the zombies? Arghh...if not, I would not be dead...It is a very fun game but I prefer reloading by shooting down to shaking cos shaking is very tired! Also, the number of zombies per scene are FAR TOO MANY-will be dead very fast!

There was no fresh oyster in Suki Sushi...Disappointed...

2006-10-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Have just changed to Fahrenheit's blogskin. I actually took the video and picture from another blogskin so I included the other designer under the credit. This blogskin is the most funky one of Fahrenheit and I love the cute looks of them!

The trailers that I uploaded in my blog never appear at all!!! So forget about it...

2006-10-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

I have just uploaded the trailers of Death Note and DN 2 from YouTube but after 15 minutes, they haven't appear yet. Very slow!

Now then I realised that the released date of both "Death Note" and "World Trade Center" are on 19th Oct!!! Wow! They are fighting for movie bugs! Jia Lat! I wanna watch both films ar!!! Broke broke soon!

Today's Yun Le Bai Fen Bai's guests are members of Fei Lun Hai!!! Cool!

I saw a orange colour circular thing in the sky...Wondering it's a moon or a sun...

2006-10-02T16:38:00.000+08:00

Friendster now under maintainance...Really spoilt my mood!

I thought that today's is Children Day's holiday (cos yesterday was Sunday so they bring forward the holiday)? But the problem is that why I saw a boy waking up at 6 am (cos that was my sleeping time and I saw a mom on the light and waking her boy up at the opposite block)? And just now I saw 5 Loyang Sec students at the pavilion near the opposite block at 3 pm?

Count down 3 more weeks to school reopen...Sad...I still haven't enjoy myself enough yet!

For "Death Note" the movie, I think there's not only 2 parts of it but actually 3. The trailer of "Death Note 2 The Last Name" can already be found in YouTube. My brother who had read the comics said that DN 2 might not end with L managed to catch Light so there should be DN 3. I don't understand why Singapore only shown DN in Oct when the Japanese had watched it in Jan and are ready for DN2 which is coming in Japan's theatres soon in Nov 3. Singapore is so so lag!!! Now I really hope that DN2 will be shown in Singapore before year 2007...After watching the trailer, I like the one acting L and also the one acting Misa cos he seems so cool and she's cute!
I shall read the comics first to prepare myself for the movie as my bro is going to borrow the full set of DN from his friend very soon!

2006-10-01T19:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Children's Day everybody!!!

Yesterday at 2 am was the live telecast of Miss World 2006. I watched it till 4 am. The winner is from Czech Republic while the runner-up is from Romania and 2nd running-up is from Australia. All are very pretty...I actually prefer Australia to win the title...

I have never missed commercial free sat night movie sponsored by M1. But yesterday's movie really disappointed me. It was "My Boss's Daughter". The movie is so lame that I would give it a 1 star out of 5. The storyline is very terrible. Not recommending!

Just now was watching "Tears of The Sun" on AXN starring Bruce Willis. Movies starring Bruce Willis never disappoint me before. Same goes to this movie. It is a very touching movie. It is about the US soldiers trying to save doctor who was helping up in Africa as there was war happening there but the doc could not bear to leave the patients there...As the helicopter was unable to occupy so many patients, Bruce Willis together with his 7 team mates widened their mission by bringing the rest of the patients to the refugee camp safely by feet. Throughout their journey, 4 men had died while the rest were injured. One even died as a result of saving 1 woman who was so scared to walk away. Salute to the army who are willing to sacrifice their lives! A very recommending movie that will make people cry!

I want to watch "World Trade Center" and "Death Note" which are coming soon in theatres. I'm not sure whether to watch both of them or just 1...Still thinking...Here's the poster of Death Note!

2006-09-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

I think that "Supernatural" will be having season 2 cos season 1 ended with the main characters seriously bleeding in the car after a lorry drove by a devil hit them...It was quite a shocking ending...So it was for us to think whether they were dead or alive...

2006-09-28T16:18:00.000+08:00

Oh yes, Hady has became season 2's Singapore Idol. A lot of Jon fanz won't leave after the result show as they were kind of protesting...Please lor...Hady had 70% vote while Jon only had 30%...
Does both season of Singapore Idol prove that Chinese can't sing English song better than Malays?

Yesterday in "Kang Xi Lai Le", Vivian talked about ghost encounter when she was aboard living in the hotels...Really gave me goosebumps!

Later is the season finale of "Supernatural"... "She Bu de"...I'm really a fan of that show as I never miss a single episode before :p. Hope that there will be season 2 soon!

2006-09-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm wondering when is the school reopen?

Who shall be our season 2 Singapore Idol? Hady or Jon? Remember to catch the result show at 8 pm on Channel 5! For me, I'll choose Hady as I prefer his vocal to Jon's. In the first season, I voted for Taufik and was so happy that he won! So this time, hopefully Hady will win (though I did not do any voting for him :p)!

Today I managed to wake up at the earliest time during my holidays! I woke up at 12.38 pm! Have been trying to adjust back my sleeping time as I don't want to get old easily...Lolz...

2006-09-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

Arsenal won again!!! Hehe!
And now is towards the end of the match between Reading and Man Utd. I was so happy when Reading scored a penalty kick. But after that, Man Utd scored a goal... So for the time being, the score is 1-1.

Yesterday, I was watching a movie called "Messiah" on AXN at 2.30 am. It is about a detective going on a trail of a serial killer on the loose, who is mimicking the brutal murders of the 12 apostles. As it is a 3 hours show, it was being shown on last fri as well as this fri at the same time as Part 1 and Part 2. The killer cut off those innocent people's tongues and put a silver spoon inside their mouth before murdering them. He thinks that he's Jesus. The ending is so unexpected as the killer is actually the police, who is working in hand with the detective on the case. He can go into those people's houses easily with his police identity and kill them. Some examples of the ways of killing are removing the skin, cutting the body into half and crucifying...etc...all according to how the 12 apostles were being killed.
In conclusion, the show is warning us not to open our doors even to the police. You won't know what the police will do to us...Beware!

2006-09-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

I have 1 dissatisfaction towards Channel U on "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai". I don't understand why the second part of "小 S 欢送会" is not being shown at all??? I want to watch!!!

I'm very disappointed with Channel U again by arranging "Princess Hours" to be shown on weekdays at 7 pm. I think that 10 pm is the best time for that Korean drama series after "My Lovely Samsoon"...A lot of working people definitely won't get to watch it at 7 pm as they confirm 来不及赶回家. This is really sad for them to miss such a nice show!

And for the basketball match in "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" shown today, I feel that 周董 really 输不起. They already agreed that the team that lose in the 3 vs 3 match must do the "100 times Aiyo" punishment. But after Jay's team lost in the game, Jay wanted to have another 1 on 1 投篮 match with Show to determine whether his team had to do the punishment (cos if he defeat Show, his team won't have to be punished-This was what he meant). Unfortunately, it was a drew. So in the end, Jay and his team only had to say "50 times Aiyo". What a guy Jay was!

2006-09-22T03:45:00.000+08:00

Have changed my blogskin to this "Mary had a little lamb". It was once the "Skin of the Day". At first, I saw 3 very interesting blogskins and asked my brother and mother to vote for the one that they like. Both of them chose this particular one so I used this. I always need people to help me make decisions...Hahax...

This song is "只对你有感觉" from newbie Fahrenheit's album (Hebe对唱/时尚偶像剧《东方茱丽叶》插曲...The group comprises of 4 boys namely Aaron, Calvin, Jiro and Wu Chun. They don't really sing that well in the song...But I like the chorus part...
I actually wanted to put their another song "Wo You Wo De Young" as it is a nice and lively song. However, I could not find it in Iwebmusic. So shall put it next time...

I feel that the 4 boys will definitely make it big as all of them have the looks. Take a look at them below! >>>

Here are some pictures from their MV! Hope the pics won't lag my blog!

2006-09-21T04:10:00.000+08:00

Here's "Lian Ai Da Ren" by Xiao S and Xiao Zhu!

Was watching "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai". It was on Fahrenheit. Jiro Wang Dong Cheng was talking about his past pathetic relationship. He said that on Valentine's Day, he went to the place that manufactured flowers early in the morning as the prices are cheaper to buy flowers for his gf. As he wanted to give his gf a surprise, he waited downstairs for her to appear (He had earlier arranged to meet her to celebrate V.Day). He said that actually their relationship was drifting apart and his gf was seeing her ex-bf recently but he was trying his best to "wan hui" the relationship. To his disappointment, after 8 hours under the rain, he saw his gf getting out of her ex-bf's car. He was so heartbroken after that.
It's kind of dramatic but still he was very very pathetic!

2006-09-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

Update of my results...

Fundamentals of Pathology: C+

Pharmaceutical Unit Operations: B+

Organic Chemistry 2: B+

Communication Skills for Applied Science 3: B+

Pharmaceutical Legislation and Marketing: B+

Business Chinese & PRC Culture: B

Applied Principles for Effective Living 2: Pass

Total Credit Units earned to-date: 72 cu

Cumulative Grade Point Average obtained to-date: 2.85

My brother may want me to queue for Nike limited edition shoes on Sat...He may be willing to give me 100 bucks cos he said that the shoes can be sold on ebay with a profit of 300-500 bucks...But have to go early in the morning at about 9 am...So so early...

Have been helping to clean my house up...But I can't do housework for too long as I can get very serious backache...I'm getting old...HoHo

2006-09-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

Was so so happy that Arsenal finally won yesterday...And Man Utd finally lost...I thought that the match between Ars and Manu would be a drew as Ars did not manage to score for the penalty kick (It was kinda bad sign for Ars)...However, at the 85th minute, with a nice passing from Fabregas, it was a "GOAL"! My brother was dancing after that! (He hate Manu very much)...I must say that Ars did perform better than Manu...

There was 1 night when I stayed till 4 am to watch a UK movie from Hallmark channel...It was "Mom At Sixteen"...The story is about a 16-year-old girl who has a baby...She got pregnant at the age of 15...Loving her boyfriend very much, she did not report to the police. She did not go for abortion too... Her mother came up with the idea to move house and did not allow her to have any contact with the outside world for 8 months. Actually they had came up with the plan to allow the baby for adoption but after the girl gave birth, she could not bear to do that... Therefore, as her mother wanted her to go back to school, her mother would treat the baby as her own (The baby thus became sibling to the girl)...After the girl told her bf the truth, he could not believe that the baby was he's and demanded for a blood test... She was so disappointed with him and thus broke up with him. In the end, she admitted that the baby was her's and told the students in her school about the lesson she had learnt..."Magazine, books and TV always say that sex is part of our lives but it indeed comes with great responsibility"...The baby was lastly given to her teacher who was infertile for adpotion...

Watched another nice movie from channel 5 called "Family Man"...Would you rather live a wealthy bachelor life or a life with family but not that rich?...This very wealthy man in the show was allowed to experience the life if 13 years ago, he chose to marry his girlfriend instead of going to New York to work...At first, he was not used to the family life but as time went by, he felt that family brightened up his life...In the end, after he was back to reality, he went to find that 13-years-ago gf...If I was him, I won't choose to have a family.

My life has became upside down again...Sleep at 5 am and wake up at 5 pm daily...

I did not go for bbq cos of some matters...

I may have to downgrade my plan to prepaid card soon so as not to waste my saved money anymore...My sent messenge for last month was only 190 when I had 500 free sms and my incoming and outgoing call time was so less...If I really choose prepaid card, I'll not be able to buy any new handphone...That was a pretty hard decision to make...

Have been wondering what to do after my polytechnic...Being a detective isn't an easy task and I don't know whether I am qualify...

My results were pretty okay...

Enough of sad songs for my blog...Here's a happy song by Jolin Tsia and David Tao- "Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Ge Wo"! Enjoy!

2006-09-13T04:15:00.000+08:00

I heard this song from MTV and feel that it's quite a nice and meaningful song of Jolin's. However, this song that is put in my blog has no ending (The ending has been cut off). Lolz. I could only manage to find this one particular file of this song in IWebMusic so no choice.

2006-09-13T04:11:00.000+08:00

柠檬草的味道

他们猜我们後来有没有再见
离席了才会晓得怀念
突然我记起你的脸那触动依然像昨天
对自己我终於也证实某一点

是不是回忆就是淡淡柠檬草
心酸里又有芳香的味道
曾以为你是全世界但那天已经好遥远
绕一圈我才发现我有更远地平线

我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责

毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
总是要过去以後才了解
突然我记起你的脸爱不爱不过一念之间
绕一圈今天的我能和昨天面对面

我们都没错只是不适合
亲爱的我当时不懂得
选择是我的不是你给的明天自己负责
给昨天的我一个拥抱曾经她不知如何是好
若我们再见我会微笑谢谢你谢谢你我嚐过爱的好

我们都没错只是不适合
我要的我现在才懂得
快乐是我的不是你给的寂寞要自己负责

我要的我现在才懂
选择是我的不是你给的
幸福要自己负责错过的请你把握

2006-09-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

虽然建立一个很好的友谊所需要的时间很久，但要毁掉它就只需少过一分钟。在我人生中，有三种情况能让我破坏我自己辛辛苦苦所建立的友谊。因了解朋友的真正人格，因距离越来越远而不再说话，或因一些小小的争执。
每当我见到他们时，虽然面孔如此熟悉，但都以擦肩而过作为收场。然后我都会感到怪怪的。习惯就好了吧！
失去朋友很可惜，但我会告诉自己我一定能遇到更好的朋友：)

皮哟上

2006-09-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my last paper. The OC 2 paper was pretty alright so I think I will be able to pass. However, PUO was really very difficult while Fpath was kinda tricky...After the paper, AB17 gang went to K and had dinner at NYDC. My singing really sux like hell...kept "zao xia" and "zao xia". Baked rice of NYDC was quite delicious but will feel very sick of it and even vomit if you eat another plate.

First day of holidays was very boring. Woke up at 4pm after a very very very nice sleep and watched Kung Fu Hustle for the forth time on AXN cos no programme that was nice on TV.

2006-08-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

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I see u all put those videos in the blog so i also join in the fun...hehe...this is a video showing how cool, attractive and talented ah qing was in "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai"...All the songs that he sang are composed by him! I love the "Love Story" that he wrote for Van...
OMG, He was so so shuai in the video sia though his hairstyle looks kinda weird!!!

2006-08-21T16:23:00.000+08:00

I really miss my first year in TP...I will never forget those happy memories...Those scenes would flash to my mind every now and then especially when I'm alone...(When we were all in the project room happily chatting as well as the chit-chatting time after our lunch everyday, etc.)...To say the truth, I was never happy in my second year with all the things that have happened although my grades aren't bad...I have become very isolated and quiet nowadays as my classmates should have realised...When I have nothing to say, I'll choose to take nap fakely to show that as if I'm really tired...My life in TP is suddenly full of quietness...Isn't school life be fun? Even though I have regretted those steps that I have taken, I know that nothing can be changed anymore...

Just wanna say thanks to all for those happy moments in the first year...And sorry for those mistakes I have committed (I'll definitely carry the guilt with me forever but hope those of you can forgive me)...Though all of us might become strangers one day, I'll never forget the happy memories as well as the sad ones...

2006-08-19T17:43:00.000+08:00

Just purchased a box of muffins from a lady who came to my door...She said she was helping charity...I did not feel like rejected her so I bought one box for 5 bucks....
Then someone knocked the door and rang the bell...But when I opened the door, there was no one outside...

In the morning and afternoon, there were 2 lame people who called without speaking at all...Woke me up in the morning and I felt like calling him/her back and did the same thing to him/her...

Haven't been studying as I have no motivation at all...Just feel like slacking at home...Finally all the projects had handed in!!! And 2 more weeks will be holidays!!! COOL!

My dad might be leaving Singapore for work during Sep...But I don't know whether this is true...That time he also said the same thing but in the end still stay in Singapore...Hahax...

2006-08-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

Finally the birdie has gone after 4 hours of battle in my house. I think that it had became clever enough to see that the windows were actually opened especially for it.

I woke up at 1.30 pm today and was so surprised to see the big bird at my toilet's window. As my toothbrush is in that toilet, I did not dare to brush my teeth. Whenever I had to go toilet, I had no choice but to go to my kitchen's toilet. I hate kitchen's toilet cos I think it is damn dirty so I restricted myself from drinking too much water. I called my dad to ask for help and he told me that I just had to open the windows. So I "scared" it into the toilet again and opened the room's windows widely. Then for 3 hours it never came out of the toilet. I called my mom for help and she told me to call my dad for help and hung up the phone. After that, I decided to heck care it.

After it left, I had to clear up the more than 15 droppings with toilet paper and wet tissue. And then still had to mop the floor. That took me 1 whole hour...WTH!

***I HATE BIRDS!!!!!!!***

2006-08-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

The repeat of "Jie Da Huan Xi" had finally came to an end...A total of 164 episodes...My Sat and Sun will become really boring without the drama series at 4.30 pm...

Was watching CSI: New York on Tues...There is one CSI whose name is Danny. The CSIs digged out a corpse at a stadium and they also found a cigarette butt. Then it was confirmed that the cigarette belonged to Danny. He said 10 years ago, he was just at the scene a while and left after his bro slapped him and wasn't involved in the murder. He hated his bro since then.
After his bro knew that Danny was suspected to be involved with the case, in order to have evidence to prove that Danny was innocent, he went to find the murderer and bring along a voice recorder with him. He had a quarrel with that guy, got beaten up and was sent to the hospital for serious injury. Fortunately, that voice recorder recordered that that guy admitted that he killed that person.
When Danny was looking at his unconscious bro lying on the hospital bed, he said that he had forgiven him and hoped that he could get up. He also told his bro that he loved him. Then he began to cry. The scene was really sad...And for the cigarette butt, actually his bro had a habit of reserving the cigarette after smoking a while, so at that time, Danny was throwing his cigarette at his bro before he left and his bro picked it up and kept it. When his bro was digging the field, the cigarette dropped into the hole with the body...

As my dad drove me to school on Wed, I was listening to 933. And Pei Fen was reading out letters. I heard one letter which said that she had a boyfriend and her boyfriend had to go aboard. She kept dreaming that one day, her bf would break up with her as it was a long-distance-relationship. Then one day, her bf really called her and said that as he was feeling very lonely there and a girl was there for him, he had fallen for her, so he had decided not to keep it from her anymore and told her the truth...That girl is really pathetic lor...

I can't concentrate to study now cos there is a bird inside the toilet...WTH...There are a lot of droppings in my dad's room as well as in the toilet...I don't dare to go near it sia...When will it ever go away???

2006-08-15T02:30:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel that I'm not a good friend to all my friends...Cos I'm just too terrible to be a friend to people...

Our Global City!

2006-08-10T03:17:00.000+08:00

Here's a new type of blogskin of "The Magicians Of Love"! I like the blogskin's blue colour very much!!!

Most importantly, Happy 41st Birthday Singapore!!! It has been a long time since independence and Singapore is doing great! Keep up the good work!

On Monday, I went Lido to catch a movie with Michelle. It was "Helen The Baby Fox". The movie is kinda slow in some parts but overall's not bad because it is quite touching. We bought Nacho and coke to enjoy inside the theatre as we had no time for dinner before that. After that, as it was already 9 plus pm, we had to find somewhere else except food court to have our dinner. Actually we intended to go White Sands' MacDonalds, but when the train arrived at the Tenah Merah stop, I had a temptation to eat "Popeye". So we went to take another train to Changi Airport then to Terminal 1 instead. We ordered set and as we had expected, we could not finish the meal as the set comes with coke, fries, whipped potato, 2 chickens and a biscuit. I was so damn full after the meal. Then we took bus 53 back home. Reached home at about 12.05 am. After bathing and finishing my tutorial worksheet, I slept at 3.30 am...
I was actually supposed to have a CDS presentation on Tuesday but fortunately was being cancelled....Lucky for me as I did not have to prepare for it on Monday and could 'fan xin' enjoy my movie and dinner!

I volunteered to present my PUO answer to my class on Tuesday. As usual, I was so nervous that I shivered but I did control a bit. I explained so damn fast that my classmates could not catch what I was trying to explain so I explained twice. That was as a result of my nervousness again!

Next week, I'm going to have my presentation on Monday and Tuesday...So don't have to wash my formal clothes le...Hahax!

2006-08-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

Have done a very meaningful thing on Wednesday...Which was to donate my precious blood to those who need it more than I do!!!...Let me share my 1st-time-blood-donating experience...Pearlyne, my 2 classmates and I were the 1st batch to arrive at the scene there at 11 am...I was so so excited and nervous when the lift was approaching level 9...After filling up the long form, we waited a while and when it was my turn, the nurse said that my hand was cold (cos I was too nervous)...But it was an acceptable temperature after she took my temp...My blood pressure was alright...What really scared her was my super fast heart beat...100/minute...Pearlyne's only 68/minute...What a huge difference! Then went for the blood test...It was a weird feeling when the other nurse was trying to squeeze the blood out from my finger.
Sitting on the chair for about 5 mins before the newbie nurse took my blood pressure again...Then the senior injected the 'ma zhui zhen' ...Not that painful...After a while, she inserted the tube which was painful but of course I endured it...Took about 10 mins for the bag of blood to be filled up...In the process, I wanted to close my eyes and took a rest but was not allowed cos they afraid that I suddenly fainted...I did not even look at the tube at all...I was sort of too afraid to do so...My left side of my body felt damn numb..So after I had finished the donation, I could not walk properly...Had milo for refreshment and went off for PUO lab...The nurses were really concerned about me cos I was the first time being there...At first, I thought that I could choose nice cute bandage but in the end, the bandage was fixed with 'GIVE BLOOD' printed there...
My feeling about the blood donation drive: Though it was painful for me when donating blood, it can't be compare to those who always have to insert the tubes to get the blood...So I'm willing to go for it again in the next semester! :)

Also on the same day, my PUO group stayed back till 9 pm to finish the report...My group was the only ones who stayed so long in school...

After reaching home, I removed the bandage...I realised that the blood still came out a bit....Felt really tired...I even dozed off while watching my favourite CSI...Slept at 12 am till 4 pm on the next day...However, it wasn't a good night sleep for me as I was having nightmares...I dreamt of myself being a CSI at the crime scene. I was having goosebump and did not dare to look at those gruesome corpses...It is my phobia that I have to overcome in order to become a detective...I'll try my best to overcome that!

Tomorrow is the finale of Superband...I'm really anticipating it! I don't have any preference for any group so it doesn't matter which group wins it...

*Still thinking whether to go for Li Sheng Jie's TP concert...hmmm... cos I do not have to go to school on that day...*

The Life Of A Loser

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Our Global City!

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